i'm a goner // joshler
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Last published Sun, Dec 4, 2016
"There are these things called demons. They kind of represent your insecurities and sometimes they can be annoying. Sometimes they annoy you more than others, and most of the time, there's only one demon. Sometimes it's hard to keep them out, and sometimes you might not even know that they exist, Ty."
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"And does that mean that I," I choke on my tears a little, "that I have a demon?"
"Maybe... it might sneak up on you, be prepared, I don't want to have to see you suffer like I did when I first met my demon."
"Oh no... w-what happened?"
"That's a story for another day, just pinky promise me you'll tell me if you ever meet a demon, okay?"
"Okay," I reply and pinky promise him.
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