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Can't Choose My Own Destiny (Killua x Reader)

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"So why won't you come with us?!" He yelled. "I gave you my heart and I get this in return?!"
    
    "You know I would go! You very much know that! I keep telling you but do you listen?!" She questioned with the same temper, "No you don't!"
    
    He grabs her shoulders in a calm way, while calming himself. "Fine then.. Tell me I'm listening.."
    
    "Take.. Your hands.. Off me Killua.." She begins as she starts crying.
    
    "I won't until you tell me."
    
    "I keep telling you... I can not choose my own destiny.." She said as she walked away.
~~~

First of all, why?
Second of all, this is a cringe story I thought was cool(and it's not even worthy of being called trash)
Third of all... I don't think I have one. I have no idea why you would click on this title, it's fairly... Cliché? If you want to though, the door is open 24/7

**Also: I made this book 4 years ago(2016) so please read other works since I found out a year after this monstrosity that I'm better at horror/thriller than romance so uh ye.


(How and when this had happened I have no idea) August 24th, 2018
# 1 hunterexam
# 18 leorio
# 39 gon
# 49 killua
# 11 killuaxreader

Any similar stories, scenarios, and names to this one is purely coincidence. Criticism is highly appreciated, and I hope you enjoy. :3All Rights Reserved

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