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Secretly In Pain

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I lay in bed thinking about life so far. I wanna scream tell everyone what's wrong.I'm not who they think I am. I've  gone throu things they won't imagine.I want them to know how much they're words hurt. How much I've changed for them. I am changing. He's breaking my walls.All I wanted was his love.Everything I've built, everything I tried hard for it's all shattering right in front of me and I......I can't do anything about it.All Rights Reserved

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