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Secretly In Pain

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MGA BUMASA 1,407
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Mga Parte 29
Oras 1h 8m

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I lay in bed thinking about life so far. I wanna scream tell everyone what's wrong.I'm not who they think I am. I've  gone throu things they won't imagine.I want them to know how much they're words hurt. How much I've changed for them. I am changing. He's breaking my walls.All I wanted was his love.Everything I've built, everything I tried hard for it's all shattering right in front of me and I......I can't do anything about it.All Rights Reserved

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Your Guardian Angel ni miss_she_wolf

It feels like I'm living in a world full of lies... My life is full of lies. My life is wreck. My life is a disaster. I want to run but I can't. There holding me back. They keep me chained to this horrible place. The pain they give me is unbearable but I need to survive this hell hole just to escape. It seems like there lies are already enough to give me pain but they don't stop there. They keep doing it as if they want me to be dead from this pain. I was alone. At least I thought I was. Until he came. He was my new neighbor. He is an irresistible bad boy. When he came into my life it was just like your car crashed into a concrete wall and you went flying because of the impact it made. Well that's how its gonna be when he crashed into my miserable life. And he made a big impact and changed my whole life...

My Broken Girl (Bad Boy) ni Abileneansongwriter

"I'm not a beautiful, I'm ugly". I said as he holds my hand. "Your beautiful and your broken". He said as he rest his head on my forehead. "They say 'She's beautiful, but broken'. I am broken and I always will be broken". I said as he pressed his soft lips on mine. "Not for long". He said as he holds my chin. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ This story had inspired me to write this, so, don't steal my storyline. Warning! There will be violence There will be self harm There will be bad language

When the Sun Sets ni bourbonvanilla

I meet him at the right time. Or a completely wrong one, depending on the perspective you look from. I am not the one to fall head over heels in love with someone and he is not the guy someone should even fall in love with. But there are all the witty comebacks, the unplanned meetings at the bar, the rides on his motorcycle, all the laughs we share before the morning ... It does something to both of us. It changes us to the extent where we suddenly can't live without all of this. He is not a good guy. He's as bad as it gets. But he's perfect for me. I want to believe our story is a modern fairy tale with a more realistic ending. You won't get the princess-prince bullshit from me. You'll get it how it is with no sugar-coating. I was no princess and he was no prince, yet we still had something beautiful going on. For a while, at least.

Road to Nowhere ni Arnalana

I turn and scream into my pillow. But no matter how loud I scream no one hears me. How much I cry, no one sees me. Or how much I ask for help, no one cares. I'm never worth it and I never will be -First Epilouge "My name is Sophie...I used to be the envy of other girls but I also used to be one of the popular girls. You know some people liked you, others were jealous of you. Of course I had the odd person hate me every now and then. But never the people that were your friends.Never the ones that said they had your back. Or so I thought..."

I AM THE SECOND MALE LEAD. ni pushisinung

HOW DOES IT FEEL TO BE THE SECOND CHOICE IN A PERSON'S LIFE? I was always the 2nd choice in everyone's life. People always left me for someone, someone who was a bigger jerk than me. I couldn't understand why they left me for assholes such as those bastards. This always happened in my dream. Every single time people left me to be with a toxic guy when I was the better choice. In my dreams, those people who left me were, sometimes a girl and sometimes a guy. Nevertheless I was always abandoned in my dreams while the guy who takes them away glares at me with a smug smile on his face as if screaming "I won." Why was I always the second choice in their lives? I don't understand. What am I lacking? "YOU ARE TOO KIND!" "YOU NEED TO BE ASSERTIVE AND ROUGH ON BED TO WIN." "PEOPLE THESE DAYS LIKE TO BE CONTROLLED AND LEAD ON!!" "YOU NEED TO BE A BIT MORE TOXIC, MANIPULATIVE AND DEMANDING!" "BADBOYS ARE A TREND THESE DAYS!" "JUST BE A BIT MORE OF AN ASSHOLE OR ELSE YOU WILL NOT WIN! YOU HEAR ME?!?" SAID A CERTAIN ANNOYING BUG! "......." WTF! I QUIT!!!

Taming the Cheerleaders... ni AalAlly

Sam: 'Let's have a private chat and no one will come to know.' Aims: 'What do you mean?! :P' Sam: 'I mean you get me high and make me explode and no one has to know.' Aims: 'Okay.....let's start. Are you nude?' My life has been through........ Not really it has not been through anything dramatic except one accident that threw me out of my ex-school and sends me away to another town. So right now what am I doing? I am chatting with one of the present student of my ex-school, Sam. He is the guy I never got to know when I was in school; and now apparently I know a lot about him. He has a thing for sex but he actually is a virgin! You can say a desperate one. People say that there is one turn in everyone's life which changes everything. True! But not in my case; this is my story. With a lot of twist, turns, fights, kisses, slaps, dance, jealousy, drama, cat fights, parties and everything a teenage life has. But the only thing is, there were a lot of these emotions running around freely in the hallway, apparently I was the one to put them into correct lockers. Friends change everything in you. You can share anything with them, everything with them. My best friend changed me, made me see who I was (a total bitch) until now I was going back to her, to change her, to put her into her correct place; with me. Let's just say, it all started when my aunt came to me for a favor.......... © All Rights Reserved.

Behind every mean girl...there's a tragedy ni Winchesters_united

The average human being spends every second of his day fighting against the force of nature to see another day. But I'm different. I'm not afraid of outside forces to take my life away - only myself. Approximately 10 years ago, something happened to me. Something really bad. But I'm not allowed to talk about it. As a way to release my frustration, I give hell to my body and everyone I come in contact with - especially my parents. No one knows about what happened except the ones who did it...and Him. But he didn't stay. Now, he's back and he's not talking either. I want to stop hurting, I need to stop. Make me stop.

Heal Me ni XxHafsabegumxX

“After my 16th birthday I have been repeatedly told that my Mum and Dad were very wicked people. They would beat me and even lock me in a room without food, for days. But that’s the thing, I have always been “told” things. I don’t remember any of it because the doctors had put amnesia gas on so that I would forget everything. As far As I know. My name is Amelia Lockwood and I am 17 years old. I live with my two “Parents” and I have no siblings. I go to Paddington high school and I have 4 friends but I have one best friend who has been with me from day one. If you expect this story to be a happy one. Sorry but you are very wrong. My story isn’t a happy, in fact it is a very sad. Every part will end with tears in your eyes. So if you cannot cope with it put down this book while you still can.” &amp;nbsp; Everything has been going great for Amelia ever since she has forgot everything in her past. But soon all the memories are flooding back. Night mare, after nightmare. They keep on coming and she doesn't know who you go to. Her best friend Zoe knows about her foster parents and how she doesn't remember her real ones. Everything is stressful for her. Until she meets the new kid. He’s hot, He bad and most of all he knows exactly what Amelia is going through. However they both find out something which is truly life changing. Through in fights, brake up, Friendship tests and horrifying nightmares, everything just keeps on falling. What will happen to Amelia? Is this truly a sad story or will there be a happy ending?

Side Chicks ni Ivyaza3

Her loving husband or her loving boyfriend. who treats her like no other. He is the best thing that has ever happened to her. ' you make me soooooo happy---------until the day she found out the dirty secrets. Where did it all go wrong? They were happy and loved each other like no other in the world. Now she feels disgusted to ever think he is the perfect thing, a blessing from the God above but it was the devil in disguise. She broke down in tears as she thinks how inconsiderate he is, she cooks, she cleans, she does everything a wife should do for her husband but he never seems to appreciate or so she thought he did. she sat on the couch in the living room waiting for him to come through the door. He never did he, what he did was unbelievable. He went through their room window changed and got into bed pretending he was asleep. she got tired of waiting, to find out about his secrets even more. she was even prepared for the dumb excuses of his next life. she went to the room to see him laying there. she knows she ain't crazy. she straightens her self and preparing herself to give him something he should have gotten before. she boiled a nice big pot of water and when it was hot enough she went back to the room and pour it all on him. " ahhhhhhhh!!!! what the fuck are you doing?" " something I should have done if I had known you were cheating you bitch!!!!" " what I am not ba-------- " Shut up! you know what get the fuck out!!!! GET OUT!!! You see when men cheat on good women karma always comes around to teach that man a lesson not to have badass SIDE CHICKS😬

Want You Back| ✔ ni JAshwritesMafia

What does it take to turn a once cheerful, happy girl into a ruthless, cold hearted women? Is it time? Or the people around you that make you suffer hell. I say its both. The people around you torture you in various ways possible and time helps you heal but makes you stronger. With time you build walls around you that no one can break. Not even the one you once loved. But will the truth that was hidden in the dark change something, or will it only make it worse. Will the two hearts broken apart by the web of lies unite by the rays of light? ***** #8th in anger [10.05.2022] #11 in teasing [8.07.2022] #1 IN CHILDISHNESS [12.10.2022] #2 IN FAMILYDRAMA [03.11.2022]

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Your Guardian Angel

It feels like I'm living in a world full of lies... My life is full of lies. My life is wreck. My life is a disaster. I want to run but I can't. There holding me back. They keep me chained to this horrible place. The pain they give me is unbearable but I need to survive this hell hole just to escape. It seems like there lies are already enough to give me pain but they don't stop there. They keep doing it as if they want me to be dead from this pain. I was alone. At least I thought I was. Until he came. He was my new neighbor. He is an irresistible bad boy. When he came into my life it was just like your car crashed into a concrete wall and you went flying because of the impact it made. Well that's how its gonna be when he crashed into my miserable life. And he made a big impact and changed my whole life...

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