"E-Emma? It's okay y-you know. I-I'm used to i-i-it."
"You shouldn't have to be, some people disgust me, the nerve of them."
"I can't blame t-t-th-them, I m-mean l-l-l-look at m-me." He sounds so defeated, even though I can tell he's trying to hide it, so hurt and broken and utterly defeated. And that, to me, is absolutely heartbreaking.
Whipping around, he bumps into me, clearly not expecting my abrupt stop.
"I am looking at you, and you're beautiful Nathan Walker, beautiful."
There's tears in my eyes and a lump in my throat the size of a basketball, and my eyes are burning, burning and my heart hurts but it's so fast, pounding a beat against my chest- because he should know, people like Nathan deserve to be told how unequivocally, unconditionally, completely beautiful they are.
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Emma, a sixteen year old girl in the big city of Toronto, who befriends her school's social pariah, out casted for his looks. He's a very quiet, very gentle, giant, but everything's not that simple, the tough guy he looks like is nothing like what he actually is, not with his stutter, continuous insecurities, and his Social Anxiety.
While their friendship develops, both at school and at his families Italian-style Cafe, Emma slowly starts to tear down his walls, finding herself deeply caring for the boy she finds behind them, a boy so caught up in his life's worth of ridicule, he has no idea of how beautiful he is.
Read on into the story of Emma and Nathan, where she helps him come to terms with his Anxiety, breaks his insecurities, and every other society standard set to define Something Beautiful.
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A HUGE shout-out to @MarkHazard, @MoisesTheHuman, @Ranosii , @theanchorheart , @JasonPeace, @GlaDOS, @Feonix and everyone else who helped out with this book, I really appreciate it (More than you know) and I really hope they like how it's turned out ^-^
I quickly wiped my eyes making my way back into the auditorium, we had to finish blocking Romeo and Juliet.
"Oh Haley?"
"Hmm?"
"Want to go out later? I mean so I can monitor you." Aiden asked sticking his hands in his pocket and shifting his weight.
"Monitor me?"
"Yeah no relapsing right? " He said giving me a grin.
" Sure. I'll just text my mom to let her know, that I'm getting food with you to do lines, and to contact my therapist. Well maybe not in that order, I don't want her to worry."
"You're handling this really well."
"Well it's happened before, and this time I'm not going to lose anybody."
"You got this,stay strong."
"Sometimes I think I'm a loose brick on a castle. I feel like I'm expected to be perfect and if I'm not the whole castle will collapse."
"So you're like the cement?"
"Sure?"
"That was an awful attempt at a deep conversation, just saying."
"Gee thanks. Once a jerk always a jerk."
"You're still going out with me right? "
"Of course this is a sappy teenage romance novel. So the naive girl always goes with the jerk." I said rolling my eyes.
"I would not be that. I was thinking something like Prince Charming or a star crossed lover."
"Well if we would hurry and go in, you would be able to play one."
"Oh right."
~*~
Haley Willaims was the girl everyone wanted to be, Student Council president, head cheerleader Valedictorian,you know everything. Until one night everything comes crashing down. But that wasn't the first time.
Aiden Hartford had it all, money,good looks, and a huge house to himself. But there had to be a reason why he is an A Class Jerk and someone who is now afraid to get attached.
Their relationship?
It broke apart everyone and everything in it's path.
It shouldn't have happened.
They knew that from the start.
But there was something about him she couldn't shake off.
As time went on, the saying proved to be true.
They were built to fall apart.
But in the end would we fall back together?