Dear Diary
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Last published Sun, Oct 23, 2016
Dear Diary,
I know I'm nothing. But when I'm in his arms I feel like I'm his everything. I don't deserve him. And one day he'll realize this. But for now I'll stay in his arms and pretend. I'll pretend that I'm perfect, that I something he deserves. I'm too much of a selfish person not too.
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