The Thought of Love.
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Last published Wed, Oct 19, 2016
(Short Story.)
Grief. (n) Deep sorrow, especially that caused by someone's death.
All of Jack Melton's problem were 'caused by that one word. Grief. His whole life flipped after her death. He no longer smiled, he was no longer the loveable boy that he once was.
Depression. (n) Feelings of severe despondency and dejection.
All of Kenneth Green's problem were 'caused by this medical condition. He seemed to have the perfect life, but no one seemed to bother to look past that mask of perfection. He was slowly fading into the darkness that was his mind, could a troubled boy like him save him from himself? Or will his darkness end up hanging up off the ceiling.
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WARNING: This book is basically a whole trigger. As you read in the description both main characters are going through tough times, one battling chronic depression. There will be thoughts of suicide, self harm, and anxiety, so please only read if you can handle this, I do not want to 'cause any of you guys to have a panic attack.
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