Diary of a Reject?

May 14, 2016
8:10am
Dear Diary,
Ew that sounds gross, maybe I'll just not. Although, I did promise to write in this thing everyday until I find my mate. Lame, I know. Anyways, it's my 16th birthday and now to wait. It's a huge step in life I suppose. I don't get what the big deal is, walk around until I feel a huge lust for some buff guy and screw all night? Not my ideal night actually. Plus, what if he's a dick, I don't wanna have to get jiggy with it with some random guy who is a douche bag. What if he doesn't like good music? What if he hates books?
9:00am
Still nothing, thank God. This journal thing might not be so bad really, I mean, who would have thought that my mom would actually be right? I mean, normally she is just a worry wort, but I mean, who knows. I haven't felt uncontrollable lust so that's a good sign. Gotta love school. I mean, the whole pack goes here, and it's no surprise that it's my birthday, I'm not a nobody here. But I am also not the most popular wolf around.
Anyways, I was sad that it isn't Nathan, he's my best friend and hasn't found his mate yet. So, if we don't then he's my next best person. We dated for a while and just it didn't work out when he turned 16. Now he's 17 and well, I guess we'll just have to wait and see what will happen.
11:00am
Fuck