Conflicting Emotions
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  • Membaca 346
  • Suara 121
  • Bagian 33
  • Durasi 16m
Sedang dalam proses, Awal publikasi Okt 11, 2016
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"As long as you are not seeing through the eyes of your heart you are not really seeing anything." 
That is one thing I believe in and that's what led me here to this.
 Just some words tied with teenage emotions and an overwhelming sense of responsibility towards the entire human race. 
The hatred toward others, belittling oneself, negative perception towards almost everything in life and just...... not being real to self, all of this and so much more is harrowing. 
Here is just a small effort to voice out all that most of us go through. 
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"Ouchh," I cried trying to balance. I looked up at him with soft eyes, flushed cheeks. He looked into my eyes with his knitted ones. His hair lying over his sweaty forehead. I never presumed to glimpse him this close. His photographs conveyed his good looks but his dominating aura was hard to handle. I was feeling scared to even breathe in his arms. Bringing his fingers to my face he gently pushed hair strands behind my ear. I lowered my eyes feeling extremely shy. "Sambhal kar chaliye zara, har waqt bahein nahi hongi hamari sambhalne ko," he said in a scratchy tone. There was a hint of taunt present. I knitted my brows to his words and quickly matched his aura. "Hume chahiye bhi nahi," I said glaring at him. He shot his eyebrows a little and I pushed him to leave angrily. Turning around I stepped up on another dumbbell and slipped over it again. I threw my hands in the air for support and once again found him snaking my waist and pulling my back closer to his chest. "Are you sure," he asked over my ears. I angrily looked back at him, found him smirking. "Baahon mein girte girte, mohabbat me mat giriyega hamare," he whispered looking into my eyes. "Kabhi nahi," I replied and left. I royally ignored his taunt only to end up marrying him. Day by day my feelings for him grew stronger though finding happiness was becoming a risky game. But I was heartbroken upon discovering that he only married me out of pity and loved someone else who he was to marry. Not having parents from young age now made me helpless. It felt good to leave home where my family cared for me all these years, after my parents. I did not want to go back and be a burden again. But living this life with him didn't seem fruitful either. This is love story of Tejas Pratap Rathore and Sunaina Maan Singh. Storyline takes place in the early years of 21st century (2001). A beloved saga tying them together in love and commitment whilst they dwell over misunderstandings and growing feelings.
𝐏𝐞𝐡𝐥𝐚 𝐏𝐲𝐚𝐚𝐫: Fɪʀsᴛ Lᴏᴠᴇ, Fᴏʀᴇᴠᴇʀ Tʀᴜᴇ oleh Zep_hyr02
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47 Bagian Sedang dalam proses
"𝑴𝒂𝒚𝒃𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕'𝒔 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒚'𝒍𝒍 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒃𝒆- 𝒂𝒏 𝒊𝒏𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒑𝒍𝒆𝒕𝒆 𝒔𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒏𝒄𝒆, 𝒂 𝒉𝒂𝒍𝒇-𝒘𝒓𝒊𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒏 𝒔𝒕𝒐𝒓𝒚, 𝒇𝒊𝒏𝒊𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒅 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒂𝒏 𝒆𝒏𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈." ---◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍--- 𝐓𝐚𝐫𝐮𝐧 𝐕𝐞𝐫𝐦𝐚 A 18-year-old heartthrob, Tarun is the dream boy of his school. Intelligent, ambitious, and effortlessly charming, every girl has a crush on him. A straight-A student and an introvert at heart, he thrives on racing and basketball. Tarun firmly believes in carving his own path, guided by the motto: "We make our own rules."Born into a billionaire family, he seems to have it all-but beneath the perfect exterior lies a soul searching for something deeper. 𝐓𝐚𝐫𝐚 𝐒𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐦𝐚 At 17, Tara is the perfect blend of beauty and brains. Witty, ambitious, and endearingly independent, she's an ambivert who knows how to balance fun and focus. While she believes "rules are meant to be broken," her strong sense of self stems from her upbringing in a loving, middle-class family. Tara's simplicity and charm make her unforgettable. ---◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍--- What happens when a boy from unimaginable wealth falls for a girl from a modest world? Two opposites collide, rewriting the rules of love, trust, and destiny. But can their love survive the divide between their worlds? Read on to uncover their story-filled with passion, challenges, and the bittersweet beauty of an unfinished tale.
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