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Conflicting Emotions
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Ongoing, First published Oct 11, 2016
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"As long as you are not seeing through the eyes of your heart you are not really seeing anything." 
That is one thing I believe in and that's what led me here to this.
 Just some words tied with teenage emotions and an overwhelming sense of responsibility towards the entire human race. 
The hatred toward others, belittling oneself, negative perception towards almost everything in life and just...... not being real to self, all of this and so much more is harrowing. 
Here is just a small effort to voice out all that most of us go through. 
Happy Reads!
All the love. S.
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