A Girl's Love

" A girl's love is like a puff of smoke - it changes with every wind. "

Life is filled with uncertainty, confusion, perplexity, but above all, unpredictability. I've always believed these words to be true, but in all honesty I never felt I truly comprehended their essence. However, that exact comprehension is key to understanding anything in life. And it was time I learned that basic lesson.

I never thought things would end up like this. I never thought that my heart would ever feel so divided between two people, precisely because I never thought that love was a divisible value. I needed, and maybe I still do, to believe in the natural process, the classical interpretation of love ; where you meet the one, and things flow from there in the most calm way one can ever think of.

But it hasn't been like that for me. I tried to stop it, I tried to reason everything and find some sense into the whole mess that was created. And I failed.

Because the heart wants what it wants.