A Fresh Start
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Last published Wed, Feb 12, 2020
" Yes Anne, do it," the voices in my head says. Why won't it leave me alone!
" You're not worth anything, no one will miss you if you do it, you're stupid, and you are ugly. You are just like you parents..." by this time I was balling with salty tears pouring down my face," - a failure ."
That's it, I've had enough!
I start to scream, and shout for the voices to stop but it unfortunately didn't want to stop. Luckily for me the house was empty. Wanting to end it all, I run across the hall into the bathroom, with my sleeping pills in my hand. About to take my second pill, when suddenly the room was now filled with a radiant bright light, and little did I know my life would be changed forever.....
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A story about a girl who comes from hating Christ to loving him to getting a fresh start.
A/n: I just want you to know that I am not the best when it comes to writing stories and that this is my first story that I have written on wattpad. I hope you still enjoy it. Thanks for reading!
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