Heart without a beat

Growing up, living a lie, her whole life was fake and make believe... she trusted to easily, forgave people who shouldn't have been forgiven. Her childhood was a wreck and she believed that if she could save another soul that it could free herself from the shame and misery that once controlled her. She was mistreated, bullied, abused. But she smiled through all the pain. She didn't have very many friends, she kept her circle small. Nobody ever wondered or asked why she was always so happy. No one never knows what exactly happens behind closed doors. There are secrets that she'll never tell. When this particular "goodbye" takes place, the truth comes out. And she will never be the same again. Life is a game. You either win or die trying.