Life isn't always lived with fantasies,
World is beautiful, It is true.
But what about it's partner,Life?
No, It's not even halfway appealing to one's eyes.
We bellived in our childhood days, That the life is so magical and easy to live with.
But those were all lies, Nothing more and nothing less.
We drag our bodies up just to feel the taste of the cruelty, With no prize left for us.
Some is strong, Still having their energy to put a smile on their faces.
Some are so broken, That they can't handle it anymore but to end it all.
Some are enclosed to being fully broken, Who still can knob life.
Listen to my stories,
Read the sad truths,
Open your eyes from the lies,
Naive we can be, But we can't stay like that forever,
Forever is no more, Ending is near,
Come and feel with me,
I'll show you and welcome you to my sad stories.
I've always had a feeling that I would die young. Ever since I started pondering on deaths door I've had this feeling. I could care less about the hell and heaven shenanigans, but death. I want it. The end of my life.
I want to be in my suit, in my coffin, in the ground and my soul to be gone. I've been waiting for 16 years, yet no sign of death opening his door no matter how many times I ring his doorbell. Yeah, I enjoy thinking about my end. Especially at moments like this...
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Started: 7 November 2022
Finished: 18 April 2024