The Monster In Us
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  • Parts 42
  • Time 8h 22m
Complete, First published Oct 13, 2016
Mature
Vera Markov was born into this life. She did not choose it. Had she been given the choice, she never would have even considered this life to be an option. She was born a human but she was raised to be a monster. A killer, a fighter, a warrior. She was trained until there was no more humanity left inside of her, there was only cruelty, hatred, and apathy. She lived under her father's rule, executing his demands to the syllable.
Dante Berardi knew her pain. He too was born a human, raised to be a monster. A killer, fighter, and a warrior too. They are practically the same person, except for the fact that they were also raised to hate each other. They were both born to rival crime families in the same city, fighting over money, territory, and just about anything else that they could fight over. 
Vera and Dante have never met until Vera is sent undercover to get answers from Dante's side of the city. She gets much more than she bargained for, finding answers to questions that she's never asked and feeling human emotions that she's never felt before. As she discovers more about herself and her past, Vera starts to wonder if the monster inside of her can ever be conquered or if she's doomed to this life forever.
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BREATHE FOR ME

32 parts Complete

Genevieve Fletcher was just a normal girl. When her world is turned upside down on her tenth birthday, Gen's life will never be the same, changing the person she is and the person she is to become. Living with a dangerous lung defect, Gen has to watch from a distance as her family falls apart as a result of her own dysfunctional body, slowing destroying any hope of a future for herself and the people that she loves. She is haunted everyday by the same looming question: What is the point of life when you can never really live? And then everything changes. In her junior year of high school, Gen is offered a better life with a new treatment plan. Moving to Phoenix, Arizona with her family, Gen is determined to start a new chapter of her life and make the most of her new life. When she meets the impossibly beautiful Lorenzo, a closed-off Italian teenager with a determination to break Gen out of her comfort zone, her life goes from one extreme to the other. Lorrie sets her soul on fire, making her feel alive for the first time in seven years. Now motivated to make the most of her life, he helps Gen realise that sometimes, the scary moments in life are often the most beautiful. But being with Lorrie is almost impossible and as he starts to push her away, Gen fights back to discover his dark truth. Will Gen fight for this new life with Lorrie, filled with action, ammunition, danger and crime? Or will she let him go, fading back into her reality?