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But I Love him..

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Reads 18,663
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Parts 10
Time 48m

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This is the story of a girl named Leigha and her Kingpin boyfriend X. Not your typical romance story, hell I don't even think you can call what the have a romance. More like a dangerous parasitic liaison, yea that's more like it. Leigha lives with X, her boyfriend of two years, and is treated more like a slave than his girlfriend. He makes sure that she knows she is not his equal, I mean he brings in all the money and supports them so why she be treated as an equal? He's the one out there in them streets hustlin' hard to keep a roof over their heads and provide them with the finer things life has to offer, his bitch should treat him like the king he is, right? That's just the way it should be, he really does love her despite the way he treats her, he would go crazy if he were ever to lose her, his love is enough,isn't it? Leigha is tired of being treated the way she is but she loves her man and she would hate to let the next bitch come in and take her spot. She deals with all the bullshit that comes along with being with him simply because she "loves him". Love don't always bring him home at night but that doesn't mean love doesn't exist, right? Maybe if she tried harder he won't leave her, and learn to respect her, just maybe things would get better if she didn't upset him so much. She loves him, and love is always enough, or is it not?  Will he change his ways? Will she leave him? Or will she continue to live life as his bitch? Only one way to find out!  WARNING THIS BOOK WILL BE VERY SEXUAL! MATURE READERS ONLY!All Rights Reserved

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