The Beauty In Her Darkness.
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So like.. ;-; ...this is basically my life... I get beat and deal with depression ;-; I'm suicidal and like the love stuff didnt happen to me i just thought I'd make a tragic love story but yea *-*
Forgive me if something doesn't make sense, just feel free to ask me (: and uhm... This is my first story so... If its sucks forgive me ): and uhm... That's it i guess... Enjoy
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