Venting Session... LONGGG BUT PLEASE READ. (not a book)
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Last published Fri, Oct 14, 2016
Hey... I posted this "little" vent on Candid (becandid.com) but it didn't respond well because it was too long... so I decided I really wanted feedback or other outside thoughts on my situation. So please. I know that people like to read on this app and not on candid so please... if you have time. Read this and let me know, ask questions... do whatever. Please don't be mean cause I literally got a little emotional writing this. But, here goes nothing.
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