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Finding Myself In You

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highschool mentallyabused self-hate teen urban

As you can see by the cover, this story will be based on women who have not learned to love themselves and struggle to accept where they come from.
Kaitlyn is 16 years old and for the past years she's been bullied and mentally abused into not loving herself, and letting her color hold her back from a lot of things. Please continue reading to find out what she's experienced and what's to come. 
(*women/girls of any race can relate to this story, even though this one will be of a black girl.*)All Rights Reserved

highschool mentallyabused self-hate teen urban

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