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It hurts, but I won't fight you

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Time 1h 31m

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John Watson is a man who has just returned from Afghanistan, to only trade one battle field for another. To care for his sister, how far will he go. Injured and desperate he'll do what he must. 

*This is my first story EVER! So please be nice 
*This story is very dark. You have been warned.
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