Aleigha (Sample)
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Last published Sat, Oct 15, 2016
'I'm glad you died and I didn't.'
What would your thoughts be if you killed your best friend and can't forgive yourself.
A boy who can't get over his girlfriend's death.
Mature Content: Suicide Thoughts
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