One word would be describe Elaine's life is broken. She blames herself for the death of her father when she was 5, her mother hates her. Scrutinizing Elaine, always, avoiding Elaine by work, and can't look at Elaine's eyes anymore without hate, anger and pain. She has no friends, people used her for many things money, her mothers company and etc. So why not kill herself. Elaine, holds a belief that one day, she can be happy again, though shes only giving her last shot, before dropping the gun. But, when she moves to a new town, and new school. Will Elaine belief come true, or will she kill herself.
Find out by reading.
This is a horrible description sorry, but the 1st chapter is better.