Dead or Destitute (Lams)
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Last published Fri, Nov 13, 2020
(Lams.) This had been the third time. His third time downing pills, his third time trying to meet death. If only he had succeeded.
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It had been months since he had last left the hospital. He was bored. He was afraid that he was simply going to die without ever achieving anything.
Perhaps the best thing that ever happened to either of them was meeting each other.
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