Existential
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Last published Mon, Nov 14, 2016
In late 2014/early 2015, I had a work on my account, here that I considered fairly popular for me. I had over 800 followers on here, and Existential Crisis/Fiction? Truth/ X Phan was my most popular work. For those of you that mourned when I deleted all my works and dropped off the earth, this is a revamped, rewritten story following the plot of it's predicessor, with plot changes and two/three years more writing experience. Enjoy!
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