Inhibitions

inhibitions
in(h)iˈbiSH(ə)n/
noun
the action of inhibiting, restricting, or hindering a process.
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in which inhibitions metamorphosis into catalysts. insecurities into certainty.
nothing into something.
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when nolan rogers hacks into a teacher's email as a favor for a friend, he expects to find seemingly boring messages from complaining parents, procrastinating students, and maybe a dull email subscription.
rather, he finds an excruciatingly long, emotional email from a certain levon rivers.
he could close it, mark it as unread, and be gone.
but he doesn't.
he swiftly writes the address down and becomes an overnight nameless, undisclosed emailer. to levon rivers, of course.
if he can't fix himself, he'll fix her.