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Parts 11
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BeautifulBlankSpaces

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These endless thoughts of madness
And somehow, you're my muse
You can kiss away my sadness 
And I can take your abuse

Maybe we're in love after all
Let's assume it's meant to be
We know we're each other's downfall
Day after day, living in glee.

The days just aren't enough
So you occupy my nights too.
We've already seen the worst of us
It's 4:00am, and I'm dreaming of you.

_______________

Whilst reading, keep in mind that this entire book is a set of poems that tells a story about an abusive relationship and comprise the protagonist's narration/thoughts at whatever time the chapter's name is. Hence, all the poems are linked. I just wanted to get that cleared. 
#110 in poetry in the first month of publishing! thank you so much!All Rights Reserved

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