Someday Soon
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  • Reads 76
  • Votes 2
  • Parts 10
  • Time 1h 5m
Ongoing, First published Oct 16, 2016
Mature
"I know that, and I am absolutely to blame for hurting you like that. But saying, 'if we are supposed to be together, it will happen' is absolute bull. That's not how love or anything like that works. You make a choice to love someone, and you make a choice to forgive. You make a choice to make it work every damn day even when you cant stand to even look them in the eye.
You make a choice to love them unconditionally even when they eat the leftover food that you were anticipating eating all day. You make a choice to let them shower first even though you're the one running late. You make a choice to sacrifice certain things for their happiness and love them so much that you would put your dreams on hold for theirs. 
This stuff isn't made up of fate, or happenstance, or destiny. Its a damn choice. 'Maybe we will end up together' has no say in this. So no, I will not accept 'someday soon'.

If it's meant to be then you shouldn't have to wait."
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I saw you ... Again. Meeting you again was unexpected. I was so sure that I hated you but as soon as I saw you again, I fell in love with you all over again. What am I supposed to do with this feelings? If am I to tell you, would you accept? Is it true that first love never dies? ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... I do not own any pictures/art. I do not take any credit to any art/pictures in this story. All credits belongs to the artist/owners of the art/picture.