Eternal Suffering
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Last published Thu, Oct 20, 2016
Alice was just a simple, and happy girl.
But unfortunately her happiness was short lived.
When her mother had passed everything changed. Her father became an alcoholic, and slipped into a deep depression consequently every time he became intoxicated he would physically abuse her.
Alice feels that the only way to cope with her horrid life is cutting, and the question is will she be able to find a way to get through this stage of eternal suffering, or will she be destined to die like her mother.
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