Painted Red

I should rewrite it January

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I try to forget

I try to forget that I haven't killed innocents.

I try to forget that it was all of my fault and not hers.

I try, but I fail

And every night I groan in pain as she comes out, they think she's the monster.

But really.

It's me

I've painted the words out in red.

Everything I've ever done is

Painted Red

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"Maya Larson has been missing for years and now she shows up?"

"Don't forget to mention she shows up when hundreds of people have gone missing."

"Oh yeah and that she's covered in scars but doesn't remember anything."

"Alright agents, sounds like we have ourselves a tough case, but I'm determined to crack it."

Cover credit to me