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I just wanted to be normal
Have normal thoughts
Be able to live a normal life
And lose the I abilities I have.
the cold winter wind sailed through my long silver hair and hitting my pale face.
I, Alexandria celine am not normal, it's taken years to accept the fact that I am not like every other human being.
Still questions run through the my head.
Why me?
Dark shadows at night interrupt my depressing thoughts. Why does life have to be like this? Why can't I be happy? What's it like to be happy?
No one can save me...at least that's what I thought
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