❝why did you try to kill yourself?❞ she blinked softly, her breathing hitched and soft tears streaming from her baby-blue's. his body ached in her grasp. it felt like his entire body was going through a storm and his mind was in the center of it all. he could only quietly sob. ❝you..❞ he said and looked to the side, not having the courage to look her in the eyes. ❝you told me to do what makes me happy.❞