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Ongoing, First published Oct 04, 2013
Once someone asked me what the worst feeling in the world was. At first i sat and thought about it. What is the worst feeling in the world? Well my mind thought over the options.
 Well it could be fear. a fear so deep only some people knows what it feels like. 
That day i never answered his question but now i could answer with conviction that the worst feeling ever is loving someone who loves someone else or not be loved back at all.
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this story is about a love that cuts so deep a girl can barley handle it. read a long as she struggles to fight an all ready losing battle. love. when beth meets him she thinks nothing but now. well now she is trying really hard not to fall apart.
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