Please, Stay. Forever.
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This is a book of poems all mine that are just flowing from my brain. People don't know this side of me generally if they know me in person. Open up your eyes and see I am different. I don't fit anywhere I go. Not with the Cool Kids, Normals, Weirdos, Emos, Creeps, or anybody....I don't fit in drama, not with the techies, not with the actor/resses.
This is where I try to fit. This is my only hope to fit somewhere in the world.
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