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My own experiences with an eating disorder, being trans, and the transition from gymnastics to professional circus artist.  I get deep into the childhood causes of my disorder, and how being trans affected all aspects of my life.  Then I get into the way that going and training to become a circus artist has saved my life.All Rights Reserved

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Being Me...

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