This Is How You Lose YourSelf

Jineji loses the love of her life and goes through a devastating time about it. She is so heartbroken that she goes through a mental/emotional breakdown. She tried so hard to get her one true love back. But he just ignores her. All the pain and depression in her caused her to "Lose Herself". Jineji avoids contact with people even her family. She even tries so hard to avoid the outside world. She even stopped going to school. Now all she does is try to prevent the pain by drinking, smoking, drugs, and sleeping around. All of this because she feels everything about herself is gone, her self respect, her self esteem, her dignity, and the feeling for love.