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14 year old Hadley Anderson used to be just a girl that loves to read disturbing gay phanfics, dance, sing, and fill in her empty time talking to her friends about her crushes, until her mother died. She immediately dumped her emotions into a bottle and threw herself into ballet. Now she's a girl that worships ballet and is now anorexic and bulimic. She strives to be the perfect girl everyone likes to see, not that girl in a leotard and fat rolls. 

That was until two new guys, Edward Danford and Piper Hatcher come to the school. Now she's bulimic AND cuts. 

Nothing can stop the direction she's taken in life. Nothing except a dream of her mom. She holds onto the faint memory of the dream, and uses it to make surge forward in ballet, and also hold her back, too. 

Every day Hadley eats less than the day before, ballet gets harder than the day before, and her feelings between the two boys get stronger by the minute. How much can a girl take until she reaches her breaking point?All Rights Reserved

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