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"I'm not your brother." A devil smile played on his lips. 

Elevating the right brow, I asked, "What do you mean?"

My hand clenched the beer bottle as his gaze intruded into mine. 

I hated him. I told the ugliest things of my life to him. I confessed my darkest secrets to him.

"I don't do the saving, princess. I'm not any white horse prince charming." He knelt down on the table. "I destroy. I'm not the prince."

I should have avoided him. Should have seen the signs that I needed to stay away from him. 

Curling my lips, I tapped my index finger on the table.

"Who said I need a prince? I'm not into boring guys."

I wanted the thrill. I wanted the risk. I was tired of being enclosed inside my Medical books. I wanted different.

"Different is dangerous, princess."

My mood turned sour. He knew I hated that word. I wasn't any princess. I wasn't any damsel in distress. I had learned to toughen up.

"Good thing." I took a swung of beer. "I love dangerous."

"Don't expect me to mend you." He whispered.

I never did. You didn't expect such things from your enemy.

You don't even drink with them after having a fight with your brother.
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Not all love stories mend. Some destroy too.

Six months after a tragic incident, Nisha decides to move on from life and look for a better start.
Nisha Oberoi was tired of saying goodbyes.

Rahul Khanna loved two things in his life. Number one loving his dad. Number two hating his best friend twin sister. For him, love was the other meaning of hurt and pain. 

Rahul never missed a chance to insult Nisha. She did the same with him.

But things change when Nisha sees Rahul isn't what he appears to be and has a different side to him which can destroy anyone, which can destroy her. Even after sensing the danger, she went to him again and again even if he pushed her away.

For all, she loved things that screamed dangerously.

And for all, he loved destroying her.All Rights Reserved

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ESHANA:HIS REPLACED BRIDE|19+ by Pvnovel

HIGHLY MATURE BOOK♨(SMUT) You're perfect," he murmurs, and slams into me his hard as a rock, causing me to scream in pleasure and dig my nails into his shoulders 𝗘𝘀𝗵𝗮𝗻𝗮;𝟭𝟵 The moment I saw him everything went in slow-motion; I got a huge crush on him no matter if he is 𝓭𝓮𝓬𝓪𝓭𝓮 𝓸𝓵𝓭𝓮𝓻 then me Idgf I love age gap; everything was good until I got to know he is deeply in love with my elder sister; I backed off but deep inside this lil crush on him was still there! "And here I am taking vows with him as a replacement for my sister" ✧✧ꮺ𓍼𓂅✧✧ꮺ𓍼𓂅✧✧ 𝗠𝗲𝗵𝘂𝗹 𝗔𝗴𝗮𝗿𝘄𝗮𝗹;𝟮𝟵 Stand at the helm of Agarwal and Sons, one of the country's wealthiest and most powerful jewelry empires spread across the world. Born into privilege, surrounded by opulence-mansions, luxury cars, and everything money can buy. But wealth? That's just the surface. What drives me is more than just success or the fortune passed down from my father; it's the legacy I've built with my own hands. But behind the polished image and towering wealth, But beneath the power and riches, I'm broken soul shattered by betrayal. And Eshana-she's a part of this twisted game. I hate her. Or at least, I want to. Every glance, every moment with her, only reminds me of the pain. But she'll regret every second she's in my world because I don't lose. Ever. And I mean every word when I say I'll make her regret it. ✧✧ꮺ𓍼𓂅✧✧ꮺ𓍼𓂅✧✧ Him: Mmm.Red, wildcat. Were you thinking of me when you covered these tits with my favorite color? Did you touch yourself in front of the mirror and come with my name on your lips? Did you stand in front of the mirror, touching yourself, imagining it was my hands? Did you moan my name, desperate, while your fingers explored places only I should?" . . Get ready for lots of heartbreak, betrayal, and of course a ton of smut! (⁠

My Heart Snatcher 💖 by kalpnaayein1295

What if someone becomes your life without even your knowledge. When someone breaks down all the walls and snatches your heart away..... ----------------------------------------------------------- "Aahh... Mr. Kashyap stop it... You are hurting me." She said in painful voice. "Hurt..... You can't even imagine how much you hurt me today. I am tolerating you just because of dadi. I allowed you to stay here only in one condition..... Stay away from me...... But you didn't listen. You lied to me regarding Sam.... Do you have any Idea how horrible those fifteen minutes were for me until I saw him.... No.... You have no idea..... I know what you are and what you want... You are using my family to take revenge from me... Right..." He said and pressed her arm even more. He had completely lost himself because of anger. "Leave me Mr. Kashyap..." Avni screamed in pain and tears started appearing in her eyes. He gasped suddenly when he saw her eyes which were full of pain. Something happened to him and his hands instantly loosened their grip on her. His gaze fell over her arms which turned purple because of the pressure . His fingers had imprinted on her soft skin. He didn't realized when did he became so aggressive. Something pinched him inside his heart. He felt so bad and immediately moved away from her. "It's enough Mr. Kashyap..." Avni shouted while caressing her arms. "You know I was right about you. You are really a devil who doesn't care for anyone.I don't know why are you like this. I did this because I saw the sadness of your son which you are unable to see. I just wanted him to be happy. My intention was good but you won't understand because you are heartless person who has no feelings for others... You are a devil... Mr Kashyap ....you are a devil...." She blurted out and ran from there leaving him stunned. Highest ranking #1 in hindi story in October 24 #1 in billionaire in January 25 #1 in devil in January 25 #4 in love triangle in January 25

Bond To Him by crazy_writer_97

#4 in the Doctor series When are you divorcing me?" He did nothing but stare in shock, surprise, and something else-which he shouldn't-yes, he shouldn't feel hurt. There is no vitality or existence in this relationship, and we are drifting like two birds with no destination. "You seem to be in haste to get rid of me?" he questioned otherwise. "It's better for both of us... I mean for three of us. I feel bad that instead of knowing you love someone else, I married you. Maybe if I tried to speak with Dadu, he would have understood it. He would have been angry but knowing that his children's happiness lies in someone else, he could have understood it sooner or later." I thought this wedding wouldn't affect me. I will mind my job but know things have changed. I... I started to love him which I can't say to him. He will never leave the girl he was in love with for 3 years for a relationship of 10 days and that's me. "Can you be without me?" I perceived a drop of rain falling on me I don't know why did he ask me that. And from where this question came? Maybe I will be shattered into pieces, Ekansh. But I acted most weirdly. I laughed at him. "You are saying as if we have been together for years. Come on Ekansh, I am not a love-sick girl." He caught my wrist gently and made me stare at him. "Then, I will divorce you very soon!" He muttered against my face and he sounded angry again. *** Bond to him streams about the couple whose wedding was fixed by their elders when they were kids. Growing up, their thoughts, views, and interests drastically changed. They were on different paths in life. Neither of them was fond of each other until the topic of the wedding was brought up.

Abandoned wife by Abhil11

Vindictive words of your beloved hurts the most. At first you are taken aback. You won't believe its from them. It cause unbearable pain at first but pain doesn't lessen in second, third and so on time. As the time passes intensity of the pain increased and at one point either you completely succumbed or became immune to every emotion. This is story of Vindictive Akshay and headstrong Smita. "I'll do as I please. Who are you to stop me? "Anger radiating from each cell of Smita. Her eyes were shooting daggers and pupils dilated.Nostrils were flared, muscles clenched and fist is ready to hit him. " Ah my feisty princess is back. "he remarks. " I am not yours infact I never was. "she snapped. He took calculative steps towards her and holds her waist tightly with one hand. " What are you doing?" Smita struggles in his arms. She moved her hands vigorously to free herself from his grip but no avail his grip tightened on her waist. He pulled her towards him. Her breast were touching his bare torso. Her each movement now igniting raw passion and desire. Her breath became uneven and her struggle subsides.Its good for her as her efforts is sterile in compare to his strength. His hand touched her neck and stopped at her chin. He lifts her chin and looked directly into her eyes. "kiss me. "he ordered her. His words felt like venom. It felt like someone pour molten lava in her ears. She tries to push him away but his grip strengthens. "You will kiss me today sweetheart. "his words ran shivers in her spine. " please "came a whisper from her. " You can leave AFTER KISSING ME" his emphasise words broke her hope. She stands on her tip toes, hold his face in her hands and placed her lips on his. His hand caressed her hairs and pulled her closer. He took all she have. When they were breathless he broke the kiss. "Forever mine, all mine, mine only . "he remarked. "Never yours." English is not my first language so you may witness grammatical errors.

His selfish love by love_angell20

"Lea... leave me" I stuttered taking a step back. "How can I leave you?" he said coming closer to me. "You li..lied to me," I said continued taking a step back. Fearing this man who was standing in front of me. "Amna.. love, don't do this... Come here" he said softly. But I shook my head. "You are a monster" I whisper and hit my back with the wall. He stood in front of me. "I'm your husband," he said as matter of fact. "Your not the one whom I loved and married," I said and put my hands on his chest to make some distance. "We should talk about this in the morning.." He paused and wrapped his arms around my waist pulling me closer to him. "Now shall we continue what we started before I had to leave," he said with a smirk. Coming closer to my face. "Don't touch me" I hissed and he held me tightly. "Today our wedding night love, and you have no idea how much I longed for this day.. so no one can stop me now," he said and crashed his lips on me. I can't believe I love this man. No! I didn't love this man. I love my Armaan. Who was a kind and loving caring person. But this man was a cruel heartless man. And I hate him. He moved back and look at me angrily. "My love.. you have to respond," he said angrily. Unzipping my dress. *********** Amna Kareem a beautiful bubbly confident 21 years old girl. Her parents and her brothers love her way too much. She is the princess of their house. Doll made with glasses. She hated violence. Armaan Akbar. A 26 years criminal secret mafia boss. Everyone knows and fears him to the core by his name but no one sees his face as the mafia. He lives away from his family but he loved them he has an elder brother Sameer whom he loves and respects way too much. Amna and Armaan did love marriage. Before marriage, Armaan disguised himself as a kind and loving person in front of Amna. Now Armaan will do anything to keep Amna with him cause he loves her. Now let's see what will he do for his selfish love. And... His selfish revenge.

Aastha: His Ruthless Obsession 18+ by author_daisy

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Hurt,Betrayal And Sacrifice by mishi144

"I'm not your personal doctor. And why the hell you want me to bandage your forhead when you have long list of girls to do it for you." I said glaring at him who was surely unfazed at my words as a smirk formed on his face at my words. "My My someone's jealous. Aren't you Ms. Dua?" He said clearly enjoying my anger and I wanted nothing but smack his head right at the moment. "I'm not jealous. And get the hell away from me" I replied sternly. He moved towards me and caging me in his arms not giving me a moment to move back. "Last time I checked you're my wife and also a doctor that make you my personal doctor. And about getting away from you I'm never going to do that." He replied. His voice so deadly scaring me to life but I wasn't the one to back out. "I'm not your wife" I said clenching my teeth at him. "You sure tend to forget things easily. But don't you worry Mrs. Dua Hashir Wali khan. I'm here to remind you everything. Just like you left me there hanging and crying for you. I'll do the same to you but It'll be fucking more painful I promise." He said kissing my neck and nibbling on it while I stood frozen to ground. What mess I've been involved myself into. "See you love and don't forget to hide your neck" He said winking at me and moving out of the room slaming the door behind him while I sat there processing his words through my mind. My life sure is doomed. .......................... If you're here to read a typical story of bad boy and good girl, its not your story. My story revolves around family, loyalty and true love. Sometimes love is not enough for a relationship to last we need to make compromises for our loved ones. It's a story of a compromise that someone made to satisfy their family but is it enough to survive whole life. Read my story to find out what happened between the lovely couple of Dua and Hashir which make them hate eachother. Will this hate last long or love will overcome all the hurdles?

Transcendence (A Muslim-Christian Story) by BintUmmi

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