Destroying Myself (Myself #3)
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Ongoing, First published Oct 19, 2016
"I'm not your brother." A devil smile played on his lips. 

Elevating the right brow, I asked, "What do you mean?"

My hand clenched the beer bottle as his gaze intruded into mine. 

I hated him. I told the ugliest things of my life to him. I confessed my darkest secrets to him.

"I don't do the saving, princess. I'm not any white horse prince charming." He knelt down on the table. "I destroy. I'm not the prince."

I should have avoided him. Should have seen the signs that I needed to stay away from him. 

Curling my lips, I tapped my index finger on the table.

"Who said I need a prince? I'm not into boring guys."

I wanted the thrill. I wanted the risk. I was tired of being enclosed inside my Medical books. I wanted different.

"Different is dangerous, princess."

My mood turned sour. He knew I hated that word. I wasn't any princess. I wasn't any damsel in distress. I had learned to toughen up.

"Good thing." I took a swung of beer. "I love dangerous."

"Don't expect me to mend you." He whispered.

I never did. You didn't expect such things from your enemy.

You don't even drink with them after having a fight with your brother.
_____________________________

Not all love stories mend. Some destroy too.

Six months after a tragic incident, Nisha decides to move on from life and look for a better start.
Nisha Oberoi was tired of saying goodbyes.

Rahul Khanna loved two things in his life. Number one loving his dad. Number two hating his best friend twin sister. For him, love was the other meaning of hurt and pain. 

Rahul never missed a chance to insult Nisha. She did the same with him.

But things change when Nisha sees Rahul isn't what he appears to be and has a different side to him which can destroy anyone, which can destroy her. Even after sensing the danger, she went to him again and again even if he pushed her away.

For all, she loved things that screamed dangerously.

And for all, he loved destroying her.
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