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If i'm not her

AishaJiannBerdin

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AishaJiannBerdin

Isang ordinaryong Highschool student, hindi naman katalinuhan, kagandahan at kayaman. Simple lang siya at practical pero pagdating sa pagmamahal talo siya... Hindi pa siya nagkakaroon ng boyfriend, hindi dahil sa ayaw niya. Wala lang talagang naglalakas loob na ligawin siya.. Kakasabi ko lang kanina hindi nga siya ganon kaganda, sabihin na lang natin may appeal siya atsaka sobrang bait, masayahin, grabe tumawa at nangingialam ng love life ng iba... Pero akala mo sa mga ngiti na pinapakita niya parang wala na siyang problema. Ang totoo pala sa kabila ng pagiging masayahin niya... Lungkot at sakit, gusto niya lang takasan ang realidad ayaw niyang maging malungkot at magmukmok na parang tanga mag-isa. Malalaman niyo ang totoong storya niya kung babasahin niyo ito. Sana magandahan po kayo, actualy this is my first time on making wattpad stories because I'm enjoying reading wattpad and it inspire me to do one so i hope you like it :) :) :)All Rights Reserved

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For the booksmart yet naïve 16-year-old Nicky, high school in her quaint little hometown island in the Philippines had always been predictable. Until that senior year. Nicky thought she got things all figured out. She'd be very good at school and be the valedictorian of the single-section class of 2010 of the highly looked-up science high school in their island. And then, she'd get a full scholarship to her dream university. All was fairly well except for a few things like grappling her feelings towards a long-time crush. Just when Nicky thought she could get through high school without too much boy-drama, a somewhat seemingly love life with a boy or two and suddenly, maybe even three was finally catching up with her during the last few months before high school graduation. She had never thought she could be wrong about a person. And that she could always be wrong about boys... ✨✨✨ Sidenote: I wrote this from November 2010 to April 2011, only a year ahead from the time set in the novel. This was fully uploaded on Wattpad in September 2013 for safekeeping. I hadn't gotten back to it in so many years nor find any means and time to promote it. This had long been completed but still needs edit. Enjoy reading! Cheers! P.S. This is not exactly a love story. And yet, it may read a lot like it.

The Principal's Girl (GxG) by OrMAGMs

I glanced down to her lips but then I scooted away while clearing my throat. She hmm'd, "You tried to kiss me again." I shook my head and said "Nope. I didn't, I tried not to kiss you, as you see." She rolled her eyes with a soft smile. "Maybe if you did let me kiss you...just once, I would stop trying." She sighed softly "I got my doctorate at 24 You know I'm not a dumbass right?" I just let out a soft sigh "Thank you for everything" I hugged her and held her tightly. She wrapped her arms around me. She pulled back and I looked at her lips. "I should go." I said softly. "You can have one kiss-" I kissed her. ________________________________________ India Jones is a true Chicagoan girl who, to unfortunate circumstances, has to move to Texas with her father. Being naturally quiet and to herself, India is not expecting much from the new town and is eager to go back to Illinois with her other family. With a rude step-sister and no sense of direction, India struggles to find ways to cope without her mother. That all changes when she meets the Principal of her school who also happens to be her neighbor. |~| Imani Stewart is the principal of a wealthy private school in her home state of Texas. Though her life sounds perfect, her controlling parents have stopped her from reaching for her dreams in life, creating a girl who comes off as cold and fixed. Though her circumstances are tough, Imani does the best at being the strictest principal her school has ever had. And just as Imani is ready to live the life laid out for her, she meets a fiery girl who can see right through her and stops at nothing to get her. What happens when their two worlds clash? Read to find out...

Loving Her Body by LaylaMango

This feels so wrong, I can't help but think as I'm perched on the edge of her desk, my legs spread wide as my knuckles turn white from gripping the edge so tightly as she sucks and bites at my inner thighs as I whimper. Her hands hold my thighs far apart, biting harder whenever I try to snap my legs shut, ignoring my whimpers for her to stop. I know she's used to doing this but I'm not. Especially not in a place so public as her office. People are almost constantly coming and going from it. I know she locked the door when she pinned me against it earlier and began smashing her lips against mine, slipping her tongue in to play with mine but I'm still anxious that someone will disturb us. My fingers grip into her hair as I pull her face away from my inner thighs, her eyes playfully glancing up at me as she notices the tomato-coloured flush covering my face. "What's wrong, lovely?" She teasingly whispers, her hands continuing to play with my thick thighs. "Come on, tell daddy what's wrong." "I'm not really comfortable..." I utter making her arch a beautiful brow. "Oh, I'm sure when I'm fucking you that'll be the last of your worries," she chuckles, standing up so that she can lean over me as one of her hands slithers around my waist to support me as I lean away from her. Without any warning she rubs her large bulge against me making a muffled moan leave my lips. She kisses and sucks at my neck, definitely going to leave hickeys as I try to resist. "Just relax for me, love. I promise I'll be gentle."For some reason I don't believe her, especially as her fingers begin to roughly rub my sensitive bundle of nerves with a sly smile. "Just enjoy the feeling. I'll make sure to take care of you if you pass out." *** Haelyn doesn't recall anything before she woke up in the middle of nowhere, her body in pain and feeling...different. She has no clue as to what happened to her until she finally can look at her new reflection.

Together by GraceRiver

A girl, in search of why things go so wrong in her life. From tragic events, being moved around the foster system and then finally living alone. She scourers her world for answers of why her life can be flipped so quickly, but one thing stands in her way; memories from her past. A boy, who's parents are dying and is vaguely aware of his surroundings. He wants to heal his parents while trying to hold himself in one piece. His deeply loved sister disappears from his life, causing him to breaks down in pieces so easily. He needs help of his own but won't admit it. Two are thrown together in a mess of their own worlds. They each have what each other need. But will they risk it all to help a stranger? Tied together through struggles and love, these two embark on a journey to find answers to their problems. But, most importantly, love. -�-�-�-�-�-�-�-�-�-�-�-�-�-�-�- I let my gaze search him. From his feet, to his chest, to his face. It all seemed perfect to me, but there was something else deep down inside this stranger. "Why are you here?" I stood on my toes and tried to look taller compared to him. He rose an eyebrow. "My sister, she's here." He paused, "Somewhere." "Oh," I frowned and look to my shoes. "Why are you here?" I felt his breath on my forehead. "Me?" I placed my finger on my chest. I nodded and looked up to meet his gaze. It was hard not to get lost in his eyes. Beautiful. "I need space," I began, but I didn't know how to finish, I sighed. "To find myself."

I'm Straight... by OrMAGMs

(GXG)"Tell me what you want me to do to you. It's just a bit of role play" I decided to play along "I want you to eat me out" I whispered and she said "I couldn't hear you" my face turned red "I can't-" she pecked me and went to my ear. "I want to finger you until you squirt." She blew on my ear and I gasped and pulled back "Max!" That gave me chills. "What, I'm just being honest. I have long fingers" -------- Amy is nice, straight girl that constantly gets her heartbroken. She has a sister who despises her and a boyfriend who can't stay loyal if she paid him to. Max is a gay teen model with a face that is made by the gods and a body that it lean and beautiful. She has a beautiful house, nice cars, a great job. She has everything except for parents that give her the time of day. After one bad morning these two meet and will they be able make something work? Read to find out!

My Gift by vaughnlessbangus

Short Fic Heads up... very angsty This is my grief... este, my gift for my fellow alyden shippers na sobrang nasasaktan pero at the same time naiintindihan at ginagalang ang mga nangyayari in real life. (I actually feel bad kasi feeling ko may sumpa talaga ako but. Yeah. #NeverShallWeSink #TeamSubmarine forever ;))

His Venomous Love by Nepvries

R18 | SPG Sa isang ordinaryong gabi, nagulat si Dr. Seraphina "Sera" Velasquez nang makita ang isang lalaking duguan sa lobby ng kanyang apartment. Kahit may takot, hindi niya nagawang talikuran ito. Her instincts as a doctor kicked in-kailangan niyang tumulong. Hindi niya alam na ang lalaking ito ay si Axel De Silva, isang notorious na Mafia Boss. He was escaping a failed assassination attempt. Weak and barely conscious, he found solace in her gentle touch-something he hadn't felt in years. Sera thought she was just helping an ordinary man, pero unti-unti niyang napapansin ang mga kakaibang kilos ni Axel-ang matatalim niyang mata, ang paraan ng kanyang pagsasalita, at ang misteryosong alindog na tila may bahid ng panganib. Axel, on the other hand, found himself drawn to her kindness-something he had long deemed as a weakness in his world of blood and violence. But love isn't supposed to bloom between light and darkness. Axel knew it was dangerous to let her in, but the more he tried to stay away, the deeper she got entangled in his deadly world. Hanggang sa dumating ang araw na malaman ni Sera kung sino talaga siya-at kung bakit siya duguan noong gabing tinulungan niya ito. Now, she must decide: walk away from the man whose love is as venomous as his world, or risk everything for a love that could cost her life?

Infinity x The World by LunaLightfoot

Warning: this book's focus is drawn to a character who hints themes of depression and self-harm. The idea of the story is to present the experience of learning to understand and comfort someone through these struggles. So while these themes are contained within a comical styled story, they are still present so please be mindful of that before you read on. You. You're just a normal girl. A normal girl with a normal life... until you meet the boy with blue hair... Name: unknown Age: unknown Human? Unknown How can someone live a life without anyone knowing of their existence? You don't know. But you want too. Determination fills you with a desire to seek more about this boy. There's just something about him that makes you want to know more. He meets your eye. Is a name really too much to ask? He refuses to give you one. If you keep investigating, you'll get hurt. You'll be killed. You'll regret it. It's not a warning. It's simply the truth. You've been noticing strange things going on. He's not in any records. A shotgun fire?! He has wounds that heal all too quickly. How can a boy get shot and heal by the very next day? You want to know, don't you? Then simply allow your mind to go wondering into this book and discover the secrets behind the boy who no one knows. (This book is a representation of my experiences with dating someone with depression in high school. I wrote it while we were dating, subconsciously writing him into the character Infinity. I will say that I intend to rewrite this at some point to send a better message, as I feel some of the actions in this book are unhealthy reactions to depression, that I have a much better perspective of now) [I'm also working on a VN based on this story.... If my studies would stop getting in the way]

ONE SHOT STORIES (completed) by ur3scr8tor

ONE SHOT STORIES... You should now the boundaries between work and your own life. Maybe you have already the love of your life, but for others you are. We can't hold the time, 'cause time will hold us.-ILYWEYA. Kaya mo bang magmahal ng paulit-ulit sa iisang tao? Kaya mo bang ipaalala ng paulit-ulit sa taong ito kung saan at pano kayo nagkakilala o kung paano mo siya minahal? If you can, then this story is for you.-INTO THE FOREST. Can you come closer to love? Can you fill all the gaps between? If you can then THE GAP BETWEEN US suit for you. -THE GAP BETWEEN US. ------------------ Don't forget to vote and comment and follow me on all my social media accounts. FB: Kurt Lelis INSTAGRAM: kurticccc TWITTER: kurtlelis TIKTOK: kurtlelis_22 For inquires: GMAIL: kurtlelis22@gmail.com

I Fell For Mr. Troublemaker | A BL Story by -Rea_Writes14-

(ON HIATUS) "Can you keep it down?" "Bakit naman ako makikinig sayo? Sino ka ba?" "What..? I'm just telling you to lower your voice??" "At bakit ko nga kailangan gawin yon?" "I don't understand what you're saying." "Ahh Hindi mo naiintindihan? Pwes ipapaintindi ko sayo." "Huh??" _________________________ Tristan is a transfer student from the UK. He was transferred to a public school in the Philippines by his mother. His mother is a Filipina while his father is British. But despite him being half Filipino, he doesn't know how to speak Tagalog. Tristan has always been an obedient kid, so he didn't complain much at all if he was told to do something. But there's some things that gets him really annoyed, loud noises, chaos and trouble. Those are Tristan's biggest pet peeves. But what if one day he gets to meet someone who fits just the description of something he dislikes? Stay tuned! This is my first story so please don't be harsh on me heheಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ Btw please don't copyright my works. Thank you. Started: July 14, 2024 Ended:

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Loving Her Body cover

I'm Straight... cover

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Infinity x The World cover

ONE SHOT STORIES (completed) cover

I Fell For Mr. Troublemaker | A BL Story cover

Picture Picture

For the booksmart yet naïve 16-year-old Nicky, high school in her quaint little hometown island in the Philippines had always been predictable. Until that senior year. Nicky thought she got things all figured out. She'd be very good at school and be the valedictorian of the single-section class of 2010 of the highly looked-up science high school in their island. And then, she'd get a full scholarship to her dream university. All was fairly well except for a few things like grappling her feelings towards a long-time crush. Just when Nicky thought she could get through high school without too much boy-drama, a somewhat seemingly love life with a boy or two and suddenly, maybe even three was finally catching up with her during the last few months before high school graduation. She had never thought she could be wrong about a person. And that she could always be wrong about boys... ✨✨✨ Sidenote: I wrote this from November 2010 to April 2011, only a year ahead from the time set in the novel. This was fully uploaded on Wattpad in September 2013 for safekeeping. I hadn't gotten back to it in so many years nor find any means and time to promote it. This had long been completed but still needs edit. Enjoy reading! Cheers! P.S. This is not exactly a love story. And yet, it may read a lot like it.