October 21st. Whats that day? You might ask. Just the day that my life turned upside down. Lets recap shall we? "Yeah I think we might put her in a home. Shes just too messed up at this point and i always get a sick feeling when I leave her place". Thats my mom talking about grandma. right now we're driving back from grandmas. We are about to make a left turn when my heart skips two beats. "MOM!" I scream. But its too late. We hit a deer. Smoke comes from the front of our car. Mom and I both get out the car, but for different reasons. She runs to the front of her car while i run to the deer. That day, when i saw that poor deers lifeless eyes, I knew i wasn't like normal people.