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what you deserve..

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"Let's talk about the word "deserve"
Or talk 'bout the world deserves: a queen (You queen) Let's talk about that four letter word: love. I think you deserve a king, I think you deserve the world and everything in it. And I try to go get it to show you I meant it when I, Tell you I'm sorry, tomorrow I promise that I, Try to be better, I'll do whatever for mine. And I ain't tryna be your friend's friends Or your quote unquote fake friend, that's why I hate friends. I'd rather see you laugh than see you cry, I'd rather see you leave than tell a lie. And you ain't gotta say it, you deserve better"

When you have been hurt all your life its not easy to just open up your world to somebody you don't know. Isaiah showed me everything I wanted in a man. But, it was me... It was me... Me who wasn't familiar with all the love he showed me so i kept pushing him away. That just caused him to come back and that's what I love about Him. No matter how hard i pushed him he always came back and showed The love I deserve. I didn't even know what love was until I met Isaiah.  He turned my whole corrupted world around. Showed me what I deserve.

W H A T . Y O U.  D E S E R V E.

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