what you deserve.. - apretttypenny - Wattpad

what you deserve..

Reads 138,986
Votes 7,178
Parts 24
Time 3h 11m

Reads 138,986
Votes 7,178
Parts 24
Time 3h 11m

Mature

abuse alsina alsinanation august bookoneandtwo drugs foreverlove generalfiction herguy hisgirl howtolove nola pain respect rightthere romance sameolelove stained testify unedited wattys2018

"Let's talk about the word "deserve"
Or talk 'bout the world deserves: a queen (You queen) Let's talk about that four letter word: love. I think you deserve a king, I think you deserve the world and everything in it. And I try to go get it to show you I meant it when I, Tell you I'm sorry, tomorrow I promise that I, Try to be better, I'll do whatever for mine. And I ain't tryna be your friend's friends Or your quote unquote fake friend, that's why I hate friends. I'd rather see you laugh than see you cry, I'd rather see you leave than tell a lie. And you ain't gotta say it, you deserve better"

When you have been hurt all your life its not easy to just open up your world to somebody you don't know. Isaiah showed me everything I wanted in a man. But, it was me... It was me... Me who wasn't familiar with all the love he showed me so i kept pushing him away. That just caused him to come back and that's what I love about Him. No matter how hard i pushed him he always came back and showed The love I deserve. I didn't even know what love was until I met Isaiah.  He turned my whole corrupted world around. Showed me what I deserve.

W H A T . Y O U.  D E S E R V E.

                -                          -All Rights Reserved

abuse alsina alsinanation august bookoneandtwo drugs foreverlove generalfiction herguy hisgirl howtolove nola pain respect rightthere romance sameolelove stained testify unedited wattys2018

Table of contents

24 parts

Sign up to add what you deserve.. to your library and receive updates

or

Content Guidelines

You may also like

Doubts 2 by SherryB915

Part 2 of "Doubts" It was that same feeling I felt deep inside me the day my grandparents left me. My stomach began to cringe. My throat was in knots. My breathing had gotten hard. My instincts were telling me something just wasn't right. I felt useless and alone... I had always knew pain my whole life but this was next level. That feeling of holding back and regret filled my veins with agony. I was lost in my thoughts. My heart felt colder and colder with every minute that passed by. Who am I ? Who am I really ? What is my purpose in this life that I lived? That I once knew ..... why did this bad luck fall upon my life? What did I do to deserve this ? I'm cursed. I have to be. I cried so much in that hospital bed that no tears seemed to want to fall anymore. I had no tears left in me to shed. When Akeem left this room, I knew it would be the last time that I would see him. My better half. My Ace. My love. My husband. My life. Gone. Forever. It wasn't confirmed but I knew it. I just knew it. Life fucked me hard. So why not throw it back.

𝑽𝑰𝑺𝑰𝑶𝑵 𝑶𝑭 𝑳𝑶𝑽𝑬|Book 1 by nenewritesometimes

Love is just a word until someone comes along and gives it a memory... You know you're in love when you can say anything to the person and you know they won't laugh at you. When you can see their face when you close your eyes. When you can still feel their arms around you holding you tight after they're gone. When you can still taste their kiss after you have said goodbye. You can tell you're in love when you miss them before they're gone. When their voice lingers in your ears. When their presence eases any pain. When their name sends chills down your spin. When they're the only thing you can think about. You know you're in love when you can see all their hopes and dreams and their soul when you look into their eyes. When they call you at four in the morning to say, "I Love You" and mean it. When your tears stain not only their shirt, but also their heart. When even a simple chore done with them can become a lasting memory. Ultimately, you know you're in love when you can't imagine living without them and can't figure how did you live before you knew them. When they fulfill every need and without them you're incomplete. The love of someone else completes the heart, and sound and mind all at once. 𝐝𝐞𝐜𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫 𝟓, 𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟎-𝐟𝐞𝐛𝐫𝐮𝐚𝐫𝐲 𝟏𝟎, 𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟏

Confessions of the Lovestruck by NelBlake92

While struggling to fit into their families' worlds, Davina and Elijah find acceptance in each other. But when their families disapprove of their relationship, the couple must learn to stand up for themselves and the person they care for before they let outside influences ruin their chance at happiness. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ She glanced back again and there were tears on her cheeks. "I thought you didn't want me..." My heart shattered into a million pieces. I mean, it really felt like I was having a heart attack the way that the vital organ seized up in my chest. The pain in her voice made me want to carve the bloody thing out and give it to her. I set down the tattoo gun and moved so that I was in front of her and she didn't have to strain to see my face. She laid her head on her forearm and looked away from me, so I laid a hand on her cheek before kneeling down so that we were eye level. "Princess, it was never you. I let my own issues get in the way of what we had going on. You are perfect there's nothing I would change about you. I WANT YOU," I told her. Her entire body shook as she cried so that I had to physically lift her off of the bed and into my arms. Her hand clutched at my shirt as she sobbed and I held her tight. I rocked her and stroked her hair. "I'm sorry," she told me after we were sitting like that for a while. "You have nothing to apologize for anything, Princess. I'm the one who should be sorry about making you feel like that. It will never happen again," I told her. "If you give me another chance to do right by you."

Street Symphony (Part 1) by Babynie__

Kendra Why won't he listen to me, when I tell him its a better life out there for him? Why is he turnin to that life? Why is he trying to be something he's not? Dont he see that he's hurting me? I love him so much. He need to be with me and not the streets. Never thought I'd be afraid to trust Somebody that I love so much If I can get him out of the streets Then he could come back to me Now I see that there ain't no "us" Baby to me that's a definite plus If I can't get you out of the streets Then you don't need to be with me Dario Shit gets hard, what must I do to maintain, what must I do to stay out of the rain. I must confess I'm in a fantasy world depressed. Drinkin heavy trying to drain the pain smokin loud hopin the high will save me from going insane. No one never really understands that im doing what I can. Just let me ride... All Copyrights Reserved® By Niecy Woods

SWEET REVENGE by monica23031

The exact words he threw at my face still haunts my dreams every single night and I think I'm starting to believe him. "Wish I've never met you I was so young and stupid, no wonder no one wanted to be with you, you are just holding me down and I honestly just got bored, needed a new chapter in my life that was the main reason I did what I had to do to keep myself happy. I just don't want to lie to myself anymore. I can't do this. I need to be free for once in my life. I'm so relieved that I don't have to marry you anymore, it's like a dead weight lifted from my shoulders. JUST LEAVE! GET OUT NOW! '' I just didn't know what to do that day I way so shocked, one minute we were one big happy family and the next he throws everything we build up as a family. I should had been warned by his actions the last month that we spend together. He knew that he was my first for everything and that gave him a push on his ego. Always bragged about being my first and claiming power over the situation. I was blinded by all of his charms and I see that now, I'm so sorry I did not listen Laura, you were just trying to protect me , that's what best friends are for but I chose him and I am truly sorry. I promise I will get a way to show him that I am not just a waste of space and I am going to do it all just for me and my baby girl. **WARNING** Sexual language and mature content Read at own risk ;) https://www.buymeacoffee.com/Monicanaude

ENTANGLED TRUTH - Forgotten Misfortunes by vinswrtz

"I still remember the spark that brought us closer , yet I still remember the storm that left us apart" "You may have changed but for me you're still my Noor" "The biggest lesson I learnt was not to cross bridges and oceans for people who wouldn't even cross streets for me" "Some promises are meant to be broken" "I called you my home , Yet you left me abandoned at the end" ••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• One Heartbreak Four people Changed forever •Destiny was their biggest enemy , it gave them everything only to snatch it again . •Four Bestfriend who were even ready to give their life for each other but their fate wanted something else . •••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• What happened that the people who once loved each other to death now Hate each other to death.... •••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• Hey if you have any ounce of interest in my story please give it a try it won't bore you !!!!

The Neverending Storm| Completed by LaceyDelavega

"This what we have is something I would call the never ending storm,there are moments where you think just because the thunder stops that it's getting better,but then there's rain... I'd like to think the rain is my tears that will never stop falling until the thunder fully goes away...you are the thunder and I'm the rain,it didn't and it will never work"She says,at this point we're both crying our eyes out in shock and heartbreak. "I will never stop loving you but I have to,if I don't then we'll both end up hurt". Love and hate Lust, drama,anger, romance and betrayal ****

𝑬𝒚𝒆𝒔 𝑶𝒏 𝑼𝒔|Book 1 by nenewritesometimes

"You trust me?" I look up at him, staring into his light brown eyes that stared directly at me. It felt like he was staring into my soul trying to read me. I could barely answer his question because I was busy looking at him. Once I realized I was staring like crazy, I quickly look down. "I do." ----------------------------- She's the girl you never saw coming, the unexpected one who calms you, centers you, and still she turns out to be the surprise love of your love. She gets you, really gets you like no one ever has. She is your best friend, lover, and soulmate all wrapped in the prettiest package. She is unforgettable, she is like no one, which is why you are addicted to her mind, her soul, her body, and her presence. You can't get her out of your system. You taste her and she runs through you hot like blood and fire. She never leaves you no matter what, because she too, knows how rare the connection is. You have never had anyone stick by you like that before. She is the safest place you ever know. You are soft for her no matter how hard life gets, she is there and your feelings never change. She loves you fiercely and you feel her love deep in your bones and in your soul. She is the one who makes you feel whole in a way you never have before and that terrifies you. But, what terrifies you even more...is losing her. 03/12/21-04/25/21 Rankings: #9 in africanamerican 9-16-21 #84 in urban 9-16-21 #113 in blacklove 9-16-21 #1 in blacklovestory 9-16-21 #45 in contemporarylit 9-16-21 #18 in blackcouple 9-16-21 #218 in urbanromance 9-16-21 #1 in saveblackcharacters 9-16-21

Elemental: Love in pieces #1 by kcnamiswan

Are you up for a steamy romance? One night, one mistake that will change her life forever. He never thought he would feel anything again, especially love, until he met her. Everybody thinks that she's the quiet type, Nobody knows who she really is except for her best friends Sarah, Natalia and Sky. All anybody knows is that she came here for one thing to graduate, and that's all she can possibly focus on, right? She's an all A's student and she never fails to win. Nobody expects such a goody two shoes to be as bad as she really is. There's no way a person can fall in love with someone overnight, right? Because that's impossible. I'm not supposed to be loved, and I'm not supposed to feel love. I'm a loner who stays by herself. The only exception is my friends, and that's just friendship. I will never ever fall in love. The idea of it makes me scared. For somebody to love me back is impossible because everybody that's ever loved me left me, either in death or in literal sense. I'm a curse that has not been broken. The Night Sky. He's the type of guy every girl wants, but only a select Few can get. At what cost will he pay? By pursuing this non-Blueblood. Because in his world, reputation is everything and this will taint it. But he doesn't care. He only cares about her. Everything about her is beautiful to him, which she seems to find impossible, and he doesn't know what to do because he's never felt anything before in his life and that, that is what scares them both the most. How can one's taste be so addictive, so powerful? Why am I so drawn to her? I've never felt this way about anything at all in my whole entire life. Ever. Nothing. I feel nothing. I've always felt nothing. So why does she make me feel something? I'm drawn to her, and I cannot stop. And I will not stop at any cost. I will get this girl because she is mine and she always will be. She just doesn't know it yet. I am a curse. People always leave me in death, but maybe she is my cure.

SHAME: A Toxic Romance by jada_wada13

In a perfect world You're understanding, I'm not a perfect girl... I would drop my fears at the door I would only bring myself and nothing more And you let me be, a woman And you let me be, a flawed woman You would yearn to hear all about my past What I've done, what I've did And why, below my sick thoughts That if I needed to, I could cry And you would catch my tears You don't wanna be nobody else's pain You don't wanna be nobody else's place to hide from themselves SHAME And I'm the one to blame You see right through me You see through the smile You see straight through me You push past the lies

You may also like

Slide 1 of 10

𝑽𝑰𝑺𝑰𝑶𝑵 𝑶𝑭 𝑳𝑶𝑽𝑬|Book 1 cover

Confessions of the Lovestruck cover

Street Symphony (Part 1) cover

SWEET REVENGE cover

ENTANGLED TRUTH - Forgotten Misfortunes cover

The Neverending Storm| Completed cover

𝑬𝒚𝒆𝒔 𝑶𝒏 𝑼𝒔|Book 1 cover

Elemental: Love in pieces #1 cover

SHAME: A Toxic Romance cover

Doubts 2

Part 2 of "Doubts" It was that same feeling I felt deep inside me the day my grandparents left me. My stomach began to cringe. My throat was in knots. My breathing had gotten hard. My instincts were telling me something just wasn't right. I felt useless and alone... I had always knew pain my whole life but this was next level. That feeling of holding back and regret filled my veins with agony. I was lost in my thoughts. My heart felt colder and colder with every minute that passed by. Who am I ? Who am I really ? What is my purpose in this life that I lived? That I once knew ..... why did this bad luck fall upon my life? What did I do to deserve this ? I'm cursed. I have to be. I cried so much in that hospital bed that no tears seemed to want to fall anymore. I had no tears left in me to shed. When Akeem left this room, I knew it would be the last time that I would see him. My better half. My Ace. My love. My husband. My life. Gone. Forever. It wasn't confirmed but I knew it. I just knew it. Life fucked me hard. So why not throw it back.