Friends Forever? or Friendship Over?

This is a short romantic story
Hope a like it :)
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Mas maganda daw kapag lalaki ang kaibigan
ewan ko kung bakit. Pero nung naging kaibigan ko siya nalaman ko kung bakit mas magandang lalaki nalang ang kaibiganin kaysa sa babae
because he doesn't start rumors for no apparent reasons unlike sa babae eh mga chismosa! . He also doesn't tell anyone all my secretes na nasabi ko sakanya unlike sa girls na if nakaaway mo siya pwedeng i kwento niya lahat ng mga secretes mo sa mga tao!. Tapos ang sweet! parang magsyota lang kami! hehe pero
kapag mangyari yun
friendship over na kami, tapos malay niyo he doesn't feel the same feelings i have for him
its hard to hide all my feelings, na kapag binibigyan niya ako ng hug kapag may problema bumibilis ang tibok ng puso ko
shet lang, I'm Inlove with my freaking guy best friend! I'm fucking inlove with him! and thinking na malaman niya ang feelings ko sakanya eh maging friendship over na kami. So para makasama ko siya, kailangan ko lang mag act as his girl best friend and hide my feelings for him. Pero paano toh? habang tumatagal i feel like my love for him is going deeper and deeper. Does he feel the same as what I'm feeling or he just see me as his girl best friend? nothing special like a Girlfriend How sad!.
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So anong pipiliin ko?
Friends nalang kami forever or Friendship over?masabi lang ang feelings ko sakanya?
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Title: Friends Forever? or Friendship over?
A one shot story