understanding Joseph BOYXBOY

OK PLEASE RE READ IM MESSING UP THE STORY A BIT SO READ IT WHEN IM DONE OR JIST KEEP RE REDEADING OK so I changed it to boyxboy instead :3 joseph is a ADORABLE crazy physco immature metal rocker weird gamer stoner RAVER kid who likes to have fun and go insane but underneath his cut cheeky smile is pain and sorrow if everyone knew about his molesting mother nice yet homophobic step mother his supporting father yet always gone for being deployed to Iraq for a high ranking leutinent Joseph is truly a suicidal, gay, schizophrenic young kid who fucks all the school guys to fill his void and sexual needs. But one day when the knew boy walks into the school Joseph feels nothing yet jayden feels everything jayden is a boring gaming rap loving normal mature guy who just likes producing his friends bands music and hopes to be a producer . Most people think jayden is depressed but he's is actually very happy with his life and can't wait to go to college . But with Joseph pushing everyone away will jayden ever get the chance to love him until death do them part or suicide do them part?