●Drowning Avalanche● {Frerard}
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Last published Sun, Nov 11, 2018
(Reuploading about a year after discontinuing it. I'm going to start working on it again, yet slowly.)
Sitting at the ledge of the cliff that dove into the streaming lake was routinely. No one was there to save him from himself. Just like it was going to be again. Who could possibly be there to fix him? To pull him out when the tide comes? To not let him drown?
{BASED ON THE TWO SONGS Drown and Avalanche BY Bring Me The Horizon}
//mentions: gore, PTSD, mental disorders, anxiety, pokes towards suicide, briefs over self-harm, and death. Read cautiously.
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