Why was it me and is it normal to have feelings towards your kidnapper um let me think NO ITS NOT and I was told they'd take care of me but now I'm in a coma uhh thanks Zayn you said you'd be there but what kinda state am I in now I'm in the state that I'm not alive I'm hanging in there but I may not think straight but if I say so I think I live Niall and Zayn but who should I go with my life is the worst right nowAll Rights Reserved