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I felt hurt seeing him in pain, pain, which wasn't so obvious to him. // .... Emotions overwhelming my unfaithful heart, I told him,
"Assalam Alaikum, Ammar... your hand..."
And they came covering us, maybe he didn't hear me.
We walked towards the car, my attention on his bruised hand. Before we entered I took the first aid box. He stood there, tall, eyes ~ deep enough to drown me. He made my heart mad and it shivered as I neared him.
I saw him grin and he let out a chuckle, and I asked him, terrified but fearless,
"Why are you laughing ?"
He turned to give me a closer look, his cold eyes examining every detail of mine and finally he spoke in his heavy Emirati accent that blew my senses, with a smirk alongside. What attitude !!!
"Am I the doctor or you ?
-I gave him a sideways death glare-
And I told him,
"I'm your wife,"
He raised his eyebrow side ways and I raised mine sideways too. And he talked again, burning what remained of me, my ears curious to listen to him.
He told me to get in the car bluntly.
I denied !! This time I wasn't going to listen to him. And he stared at me - his eyes speaking a lot yet they were so quiet.
I saw him take a sigh of defeat! He moved up to me, close... closer.... bridging the gap that let air pass between us. And my fragrance blended in his enchanting one.
*Takes a deep breath*
I stare at him horrified. it couldn't happen my life was already ruined, and I don't want it to be ruined any further.
No! It can't happen!
I screamed in my head and clutched my head with both of my hands.
"No. I don't want this" I whisper shaking visibly.
"Adiba... please calm down... listen I want to tell you something.. just calm down" he tried to calm me down in a very gentle voice but how can I? did he forget what he did to me? if he then I will remind him.
I look up at him and wipe my tears furiously and clean my face. sighing I said.
"I want to abort" I exclaimed and his gentle face turned into his usually angry face.
"What the f*ck did you say?" he yelled and take step toward me. but I didn't flinch this time and matched his angry face with mine.
"I said I want to abort this sinful thing!" I screamed at top of my lungs.
"Shut the fu*k up, Adiba! this is not a thing and not sinful at all" he screamed back grabbing my both arms. and I gave him hateful glared
"It is! did you forget you RAPE me!" I screamed and he suddenly left my arms and hurt made its way to his eyes.
"Did you forget you RAPE a married woman" I yelled grabbing his collar.
"I didn't! But still, it's not a sinful thing Adiba... it's our... It's our halal child... Your my.. my WIFE Adiba!" He said his voice cracking and a lone tear escaped his eyes and I was staring at him like he lost his mind.
How can I be his wife? I am already married to someone else.
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