The Broken Angel (Various Black Butler Lemons)

My name is Azariah. I used to be an angel of God. Until I fell in love with a spider demon named Claude. For that they ripped off my wings and pushed me from the gates of Heaven. I am forever cast away. I was on the verge of dying but I was found and saved by a human named Ciel Phantomhive and his demon butler whom he has made a deal with named Sebastian. They brought me back to Phantomhive Manor and gave her a job to help Baldroy cook dinner. So basically I'm the one cooking dinner. But I decided that since women were treated differently then men so I dressed up as a man. Anyways the only ones who knows about my true gender is basically Sebastian, Ciel, and Claude. You know I had always wished to be a boy so it helped A LOT when I started dressing up as a boy. I have trust issues so I push away and leave others away before they could ever have a chance to leave me. You know it's all a game first one to leave is the first to win and the other is left for dead.