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The act of deceiving yourself

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admitting antisocial anxiety anxietydisorder cameron chace cold deception depression disorder finley hardtoget highschool hope love mentalhealth naive romance suicidal

The act of deceiving yourself. 
Finley, a girl knees deep in anxiety. Anti social, rational, somewhat pessimistic and really fucking anxious. All words that describes our sweet Finley. 
Cameron, a jock loving life. Social (actually, popular), dreamy, optimistic and really outgoing. 
Cameron notices Finley one day in history. She's... intriguing, exciting, new. He wants to get to know her. Finley, not so much. She will run by the mere thought of getting to know anyone. Especially a guy, a hot guy. A guy who isn't going to give up easily and also a guy that has no shame. 
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I know the description sucks balls. I'll try to come up with a better one, but for now, this will do. 
Hope you'll read. I'm just starting this book and I'm curious to see where it goes.All Rights Reserved

admitting antisocial anxiety anxietydisorder cameron chace cold deception depression disorder finley hardtoget highschool hope love mentalhealth naive romance suicidal

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