before it's too late // phan
- Reads 69
- Votes 2
- Parts 4
MatureOngoing5m
Last published Fri, Jan 5, 2018
Dan Howell has chronic depression.
His father beats him and his family can't do anything about it. When a nice boy at school shows empathy for him, Dan develops some feelings, and may soon realize that some things are not as real as they seem.
All Rights Reserved
Join the largest storytelling communityGet personalized story recommendations, save your favourites to your library, and comment and vote to grow your community.
You may also like
Speak up already - Phan
Phil doesn't talks. Well, not anymore. The last time he said something, was when he didn't hate himself. And that was a long time ago. But now, everything is different. He must struggle with depression, whilst new boy Dan Howell desperately attempts to win him over. [Warning: this could be triggering at some points]Complete
My Blood, Your Bones - Phan
Young Dan Howell, who lives with his alcoholic father, lost his mother to cancer less than a year ago, and is killing himself. Phil Lester, a boy picked on for his weight, lives alone from the rest of the world in a rehab center while trying to recover from severe anorexia. When a concerned teacher suggests Dan seek help, the two lonely worlds collide. Maybe all they need for help is each other. (Rating: Mature! Very angsty! Read at your own risk! Triggers: self harm, eating disorder, suicide. A little swearing. A little smutty, a little fluffy)Complete
Outcast ✧ Phan
Dan Howell has telekinesis - a power just like out of a comic book. Yet instead of protecting the universe as a brave superhero, he hides. He hides his power and himself, fearing nothing more than getting attached to somebody and dragging them down. Of course, Phil Lester, the new kid in school, just had to come waltzing in, destroying his entire view on nearly everything in the worst (and best) ways possible. Phil's like a drug, and boy, is Dan addicted. Warning: contains self harm, depression, boyxboy, references towards abuse, and other possible triggers or content you may not be comfortable with. you can message me in private for the specifics if you feel you need it and remember to stay safe. (Top: #89 in Fanfiction, #1 in Phan!)Complete
Midnight || Phan {Complete}
Daniel Howell and Phil Lester have gone through a lot together. ***TRIGGER WARNING- SELF HARM / SUICIDE ATTEMPTS / DEPRESSION / HOMOSEXUALITY /SAD/ANGST***Complete
Smile, Dan
DISCLAIMER: This story is mature because it will have some self harm in it. It will also have some swearing due to that's how Dan actually talks. This is not about Phan being real. I'm sorry to disappoint you. Now onto what it is really about: Dan Howell is becoming more and more depressed. His family, his community, not even his best friend, Phil Lester, can help him. He believes he's a lost cause, and he's a mistake. He tries to hide it best he can, but some nights, it's just too much. During this, he's lost his will to smile. He'll fake smiles for videos and pictures, but he's lost a reason to genuinely smile.Complete
just a school project || a hs phan au
Dan Howell is a good boy. He spends most of his time studying and does all his homework. Phil Lester is a bad boy. He's failed nearly every class, and sleeps with a different person nearly every night. Only once Phil makes a bet and a school project is assigned do their paths cross. This story will contain smut and angst, trust me. I'm not claiming phan is real and I do now own Dan or Phil. I own a wattpad and bad grammar; that is all.Complete
Our World Is Crazy
40k+ words [completed] Daniel Howell is a boy with many problems and few friends. Forced by his mother to stay at the Fairview Mental Hospital, his life changes when he meets his roommate, a cold and distant boy named Phil Lester. As their friendship grows, a series of catastrophic events occur. Will they force the two boys apart forever, or only make them stronger?Complete
Uncovered (A Phan fic)
High school.... supposed to be the best years ever. Not to Daniel Howell. He's a pastel, shy boy with anxiety. He gets bullied almost everyday because of his fashion choices. People call him offensive names and beat him up. The thing about Dan is that he has a secret that can't be uncovered. His dad beats him up, causing him to have severe depression. Phil is a punk- jock that can pretty much bang anyone he pleases and can get away with anything. On the first day of senior year, Dan gets seated next to Phil and they both start to talk more and more. Making their relationship more intense. But Dans secrect shall remain... uncovered. WARNINGS Language Abuse (Bullying, alcohol) Fluff (maybe smut) DdlbComplete
Bad Boys Don't Smile / phan
Phil Lester is sweet and cute; known for his kindness and enthusiasm. Dan Howell is a tough, cold outsider; known as the school's stereotypical 'bad boy'. But if he's so bad, then why on earth did he rescue Phil Lester and give him a smile which would melt anyone's heart?Complete
Why I have trust issues: phan
Phil Lester has been bullied for years and when he is diagnosed with chronic depression it starts to go downhill. But could the new boy prove to be the light in an otherwise dark world? Read to find out. Trigger Warning: contains scenes of abuse, graphic violence, self harm, depression, bulemia, anorexia and other triggering thingsComplete
Phil doesn't talks. Well, not anymore. The last time he said something, was when he didn't hate himself. And that was a long time ago. But now, everything is different. He must struggle with depression, whilst new boy Dan Howell desperately attempts to win him over. [Warning: this could be triggering at some points]
More detailsContent Guidelines