Losing The Battle

How can you fight for something when in the first place you're at the losing end?

How can you fight in a battle alone and with no armor at all?

I knew it. I am losing the battle.
So much for trying to fight alone...
So much for dreaming of holding you
Be with you, and be loved back...

I might be raising the white flag and give up that dream.

Maybe I was wishful thinking and mindless dreaming.

So this is...