When Sadness Was the Sea, You Taught Me How to Swim. - Sierra Mills - Wattpad

When Sadness Was the Sea, You Taught Me How to Swim.

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Reads 2,516
Votes 98
Parts 12
Time 2h 25m

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boyxboy eatingdisorder kellic kellinquinn piercetheveil selfharm slash sleepingwithsirens vicfuentes

Kellin Quinn is under the impression that nobody could ever love him, or care for him. When his abusive step-father makes him, his mother, and little sister move from Michigan to California, his life takes an unsuspected turn for the better. Will he maintain his happiness? Or let himself fall back to his dark ways?

Vic Fuentes is seems to be a normal, happy guy. And he is. He just has these weird dreams. Only his little brother Mike knows about the black haired boy that haunts the back of his mind, how was he supposed to tell his boyfriend? And Vic knows he's in love with him. But what happens when he actually meets the boy of his dreams?

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STORY CONTAINS THEMES OF:
-Self Harm
-Eating Disorders
-Abuse
-BoyxBoy
-Suicidal Thoughts
-Depression

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DISCLAIMER:
I don't own the characters in this story, or chapter titles.

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A/N:
Some chapters are going to be triggering and I obviously don't want anyone to get hurt over something I wrote. I really do hope you guys enjoy. Comments are cool, they aspire to me to make a better fic, so I would suggest commenting often. Messages help too, if there are any certain things or themes you'd like to see in the story. Thanks!

- Sierra, xoxoAll Rights Reserved

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You're Perfect // Kellic by piercethe_sirenss

Kellin Quinn hasn't lived the best life. He is always made fun of at school, causing his severe depression. To make matters worse, he's abused at home too. And it doesn't help that he just has way too many secrets to handle. But can a new face, Vic, change things for Kellin? Can he teach Kellin true happiness? Or does Vic have his own fucked up life, hidden behind a smile? Warnings- self harm, mentions of eating disorders, bullying, abuse, and other basic triggers. This is the ONLY warning. **I am SO SORRY for how bad this truly sucks. I was 11 when i wrote this. I've tried to revise some parts but i just overall dont have the time, im sorry.**

Scars (Sequel to Cuts) - Kellic // boyxboy by collidewiththemadnss

- Sequel to Cuts- Kellin struggles to recover from his trauma and Vic struggles to see his husband in pain, leading to a bad decision that has catastrophic consequences. With Kellin's happiness his only priority, Vic figures that their relationship was founded on secrets, so what's one more? ⚠ TRIGGER WARNING ⚠ Contains: - mentions of rape - mental illness - suicidal thoughts/actions - self harm - alcoholism - smut

A Loaded Smile - Kellic by OXkellicOX

Vic (20) is being sent to a mental institution and is not happy about it. Its for his own good, so his family says. There's so many things that's wrong with him, but doesn't want to believe it. When he's roommates with Kellin (18), a boy who doesn't like to talk to anyone, and is isolated and closed off, spends most of his time drawing; Vic doesn't know what's wrong with his roommate, he simply thinks that Kellin's insane, and that he doesn't belong with someone like Kellin. Vic doesn't think he needs to be in that place at all. But they are forced to spend time with each other. Until the two boys make an unlikely connection they never saw coming. Warnings: I'm saying this now, and it goes toward the entire story; there are going to be a lot of references to suicide and self harm and other mental illnesses and things associated with them so if that makes you uncomfortable then don't read. Otherwise enjoy. Title credits: A Loaded Smile by Adam Lambert

Watch Me (Kellic) (BoyXboy) by SolitudeAndPancakes

Kellin Quinn comes from a broken family. Vic Fuentes comes from a wealthy happy family. Kellin is quiet and likes to be left alone, and enjoys solitude reading books in his room and talks to his imaginary friends. While Vic is a wild, loud, outgoing, and cool guy who goes to party after party. When Vic sees something he shouldn't have seen, he is determined to help Kellin and save him from his torture even if Kellin doesn't want his help, but will he fall in love when he least expects it? Will Vic accept the change, or give up on Kellin and drop him to the ground. *********** (WARNING! This story will include self harm, abuse, eating disorders and strong language! You have been warned!) I've only read two Kellic and I think they were called "Inbox Me Your Heart" and "Complexes" So writing this is pretty new to me The sequel to this story is Make Me Forget (Perrentes)

Your forever is all that i need {kellic} by oliviasykess

After vic changes schools he thinks he finally found his mate, since he's 19 he has to find his luna before he replaces his father as the alpha of the pack when he's 21. His father highly doubt vic will find his mate since he's gay. Thats until vic meets the shy and broken boy kellin. Will vic be able to help kellin and make him happy again? And what happens when the vampires are out to get kellin? You'll have to read this fanfic to find out ^-^ (Im sorry im bad at writing these things but i will promise the story will be better) TRIGGER WARNING; this story is gonna contain some triggering stuff for some people, theres gonna be a little bit of self-harm and abuse stuff. So you can read it at your own risk i guess

Rainbow - Kellic // boyxboy by collidewiththemadnss

Kellin Quinn had a traumatic upbringing and since has had a hard time staying out of his head. He is sickened by what he loves, and despite trying so hard to heal, he constantly falls back into old habits. Filled with anxiety about going away to college and the pressures of the past, Kellin is about to break, until he meets his roommate, Vic Fuentes, who is completely and permanently blind. After a life of self sabotage, Kellin must find his way to self acceptance and accept that things aren't always black and white. ⚠ TRIGGER WARNING ⚠ Contains: - Homophobia - Mentions of violence / trauma - Smut

In Reality || Kellic [boyxboy]✔ by suckmyviclikekellin

Kellin is a popular guy at school. Due to a coincidence, he meets a boy who lives out of state, Vic. The two start talking (texting) to each other, and become pretty close. What happens, when they realize, that they've been closer than they originally thought? DISCLAIMER: This is the first story I've ever written on here, so it's been like 2 years at least and my writing has changed a lot. I think this is extremely cringey now and I know there's probably tons of typos and plotholes but people still seem to like it (why? idk) so I don't want to delete it.

My love for you is bulletproof // Kellic by yeemostayalive

Victor cheated on all his boyfriends, now he is afraid of trying again and screw everything up. Kellin is difficult. . I am sorry for my English, when it was written I was good at English, but it will be fixed. . . . This fic is too ?? I don't think anyone can live like this, but I don't know, it's fiction. Enjoy your full course meal of - I guess - nonsense angst. . I won't put TWs in the text, so if you don't feel comfortable with any of those below, please, go away. . Trigger warnings: - Self-harm - Sexual abuse - Physical abuse - Emotional abuse - Eating Disorders . July 23th, 2021 - April 17th, 2022. . Word count: 103.584 . Finished at easter wtf

Parasites (Kellic) by trashyalexx

(Kellic) (boyxboy) Kellin gets sexually assaulted by a friend he thought he was able to trust. The worst part? Vic comes home and hears them in the bedroom, thinking Kellin's just cheating on him, so, he leaves a note and takes off, leaving Kellin completely broken. Kellin and Vic both start bands, who become widely known across the world. Over the next 7 years, Kellin struggles to find the light again. He refuses to date anyone other than Vic, but he knows Vic would never love him again, so Kellin turns to his eating disorder to help him cope with the issues he has to deal with and take on in life. When Kellin and Vic meet for the second time, to create 'King for a Day' and go on tour together due to popular demand, will they stay awkward or will they be able to mend their broken relationship? {This story was inspired by a roleplay written by me and @KellicBro. Go check her out, she's fuckin' awesome.}

Fear Wont Last Forever by helloreality

Vic and Kellin are both new to high school in San Deigo. Kellin is forced to live with his abusive father, but when he meets Vic they connect. That is until Vic starts to become popular and lets his ego get the better of him, leaving Kellin behind (This story does involve boyxboy content so read at your own risk! It may also be triggering to some so please don't read if you are triggered easily!) { @kellinunderthevic's book inspired me to write this, the book may be similar but nothing is copied :) }

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You're Perfect // Kellic

Kellin Quinn hasn't lived the best life. He is always made fun of at school, causing his severe depression. To make matters worse, he's abused at home too. And it doesn't help that he just has way too many secrets to handle. But can a new face, Vic, change things for Kellin? Can he teach Kellin true happiness? Or does Vic have his own fucked up life, hidden behind a smile? Warnings- self harm, mentions of eating disorders, bullying, abuse, and other basic triggers. This is the ONLY warning. I am SO SORRY for how bad this truly sucks. I was 11 when i wrote this. I've tried to revise some parts but i just overall dont have the time, im sorry.