Stay Right Where You Are. - Sierra Mills - Wattpad

Stay Right Where You Are.

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Reads 4,400
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Parts 19
Time 2h 23m

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Austin was shipped off to France for college a week after graduation, leaving behind his boyfriend, Alan. They decide to break up for two years while Austin is away, but when he comes back to a completely different person, is it more than he can handle?

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STORY CONTAINS THEMES OF:
-Eating Disorders
-Self Hate
-Substance Abuse

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DISCLAIMER:
I don't own characters, or chapter titles. 

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A/N:
Decided to make a new Cashby, clearly. I will be working on the other one, although I find it a bit hard to continue right now, so I will be working on this one.

- Sierra, xoxoAll Rights Reserved

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