I loved him. No. The truth is, I still do. And even if it causes me so much pain and disappointment, I can’t stop doing so. A captive is all that I have become – chained and locked up in this dilemma, this fact that I’m loving a riven hearted man. Such thing is not easy, I know. It never was and will never be. ~~ P.S. Astin Hina Ruiz